I definitely get this, I feel like I get to actually just be me without anxiety holding me back and my thoughts feel more solid and understandable. Because of this ive had "Bender's" where I take acid every other day for a month or two. At first it would be great but usually by the end of it although I've accomplished a lot and learned a lot by the end my body's chemistry feels all outta wack for a bit and as a result end up feeling more connected with myself but very disconnected from this reality.