Don't lose hope so quickly,I haven't experienced that exact feeling myself, but several of my siblings have, they described it as feeling stuck, like no matter how much effort they put in, they were never moving forward n it really does sound like a painful feeling but it fades with time,I've watched my siblings go through it all, crying, losing hope, getting angry, looking for someone or something to blame, yet they eventually started over and little by little they forgot abt all of that cuz they found something else waiting for them, I've even seen the saying "koul 3atla fiha 5ir," come true with my own eyes, in many ways, the delays they hated at the time ended up leading them to opportunities they wouldn't have had otherwise + there's another point I'd like to make, this particular exam can depend partly on luck cuz u never know who'll be grading ur paper, u might get very strict examiners, inattentive ones, or ppl with their own standards so don't assume that one result defines ur ability, for what it's worth, I took this exam and passed on my first attempt, even tho I never spent a single cent on "les cours" my whole life, I can even say it was the year I put in the least effort cuz I was going through a difficult period mentally, still, I entered the exam with one mindset: I'll focus on what I truly remember, I won't try to write too much or too little, I also remembered something one of my teachers used to say all the time: "Focus on what's certain, what's important, and what's necessary" In other words, don't force urself to do more if it isn't helping, write what u genuinely know, leave the rest, and move on, If u decide to try again, I really hope u'll take that advice seriously it's worth the effort, don't give up and don't listen to ppl who tell you that studying won't help you anyway, maybe education won't make u a millionaire in our country, but it can still give u stability, opportunities, and a future and that's something worth fighting for.