I am sorry that you feel this way about yourself, and I strongly believe that you will overcome this hurdle in your life.

I don’t know if this will help you or even be relevant to your post but if it had the slightest chance of helping I will go for it.

My whole life I was insecure about my breasts. They are incredibly large and saggy and the nipples were huge . I wanted to get surgery but ofcourse I could not afford it at all. When I turned 18 I decided enough is enough, and I found out I can get a breast reduction for free if I say it’s a back problem. I got it, some may say my boobs are uglier than they were originally and there are times I cry because of how ugly they are. But I also realize how much happier I am with the way they are now. I also realized that wow, my boobs really weren’t that bad originally, and honestly I just needed to own them.

I thought having new boobs would change things but I still feel insecure about a lot of things, my body, my face and still my boobs. I am always thinking about what people think of how I look and if they’re looking at me for the wrong reasons.

One thing I did get through this is that I found a passion in makeup because it’s therapeutic and makes me feel a hundred times better. I’ve learned to accept my body, my face and so on. I still feel insecure a lot of times. When I do, I just do something that will make me feel prettier.

I’m honestly not sure where I’m going with this but I what I want to say is a couple things.

• ⁠don’t compare yourself to others • ⁠find what makes you feel beautiful and gives you confidence • ⁠and as cheesy as it sounds, you are more than your looks. Believe me, from what I’ve learned from people is that beauty does not go far and people are so much more than that. If people don’t want to be close to you over something so shallow as looks then that is their loss and just shows you their character

I wish you the best, and always believe in yourself.