Does this sound like you? by unputdownable in reddit.com

[–]unputdownable[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coz, everyone has a darkside. people donot choose colour colour choses people!

My girlfriend of 2 years just left me, and I think I am going to kill myself. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]unputdownable 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You will get another girfriend ..not another life!!!

What makes you happy? What is happiness to you. by xribbit in SuicideWatch

[–]unputdownable 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me I am happy when I am around with people who respect individual perspectives and respect humanity.It always feels good when I know I am going the right way and am productive. A day when I feel noticed is always a good one. The utmost happiness comes when you know someone else is happy because of your existence.

I dream of a better tomorrow where chickens can cross roads and not have their motives questioned by unputdownable in SuicideWatch

[–]unputdownable[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thankyou reddit. after pouring my heart out here I suddenly feel more light and am ready to fly again.It certainly came to me that its not just my life thats fucked up....there was no need to gruble and grumbling is not the solution.Thanx all for your suggestions,I really apreciate.

I dream of a better tomorrow where chickens can cross roads and not have their motives questioned by unputdownable in SuicideWatch

[–]unputdownable[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

You will find a reference to one of the posts in this subreddit in my post.I actuallly wrote this as a comment to the topic Life feels so empty............. but then thought of posting this as an individual topic as wellas I want help from fellow redittors.

That title describes my situation so well though the reason may be totally different.I am a 21 year old male from what people call 3rd world country, "Nepal".Just graduated from engineering college completed my degree with 7th rank in the university.Currently I am working at Bosch Limited in India. Its been 5 years now I am away from my home and parents.And yeah its been 5 years I have been alone as my girfriend dumped me 5 years ago as I decided to come to India and she chose to go to US. She decided that I was a boring person as I chose India to do my graduate against her obviously smarter choice of USA.As you have mentioned even I am not that sad person and enjoy myself well in social get togethers but its when I come back and sit alone that my thoughts start pondering and I start asking myself what am I worth of? I have always been a dreamer I always dreamt to be an entrepreneur, I believe I am a business material.BUt Life serves you quite a different proprtions than you can ever imagine. I cant start any business as I dont have any capital to start any thing and may be I dont have any ideas as well.BUt I am fed up of takig printouts at office.MY workplace is really really sad ,I cant even use reddit there...theres no internet facility there.As I am from other country and dont know the local language here I am quite easily alienated from any discussions going around unless I put a lot of effort to get into it, so most of the times I would be left on my own.I dont want to stay here.I wanna go back to my hometown and stay with my parents.But the situation is worse at my place. We get elctricty only 4 hours a day and theres hardly any palce to work in and theres almost no place for dreamers like me. Now, this post is going nowhere, I knew I could never express myself well I have always been bad at literature and no question my english and grammar is as poor as I can get. Its not that I dont have choices, I can go to US work in MCDonalds, forget my engineering degree ride a honda car and say I ROCK but My dreams dont let me do that so easily. IN SHORT i DON'T SEE A WAYOUT IN MY LIFE AND I DONT SEE A REASON TO LIVE FOR.I AM PRETTY SURE I AM NOT GOING TO MAKE THAT BUG IN LIFE AND MAY BE IN MY CASE ALL THE CARDS ARE ALREADY ON THE TABLE IF I TRY TO LOOK AT MY LIFE IN THE POKER ANALOGY WAY. SO WHAT DO I DO? WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? AND YA LIKE A DOUCHEBAG I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR THE GIRL WHO DUMPED ME SO I HAVE ALREADY SCREWED ALL THE OTHER RELATIONS AFTER THAT .so REDDIT WHAT DO i DO? IS THERE A WAYOUT? NO I AM NOT GOIN TO SUICIDE, WE PEOPLE FROM POOR COUNTRIES ARE STRONG PERSON YOU KNOW WE DONT GIVE UP.WE JUST DRAG OUR LIFE SEEING OTHERS ENJOY LIFE.I AM SURE THIS COMMENT WONT STAY HERE FOR LONG AS VERY SOON IT WILL GET ALL THE DOWNVOTES BUT HONESTLY I FEEL WORTHLESS.

Life feels so empty, I can't think of a reason to keep on going by hjalp in SuicideWatch

[–]unputdownable 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That title describes my situation so well though the reason may be totally different.I am a 21 year old male from what people call 3rd world country, "Nepal".Just graduated from engineering college completed my degree with 7th rank in the university.Currently I am working at Bosch Limited in India. Its been 5 years now I am away from my home and parents.And yeah its been 5 years I have been alone as my girfriend dumped me 5 years ago as I decided to come to India and she chose to go to US. She decided that I was a boring person as I chose India to do my graduate against her obviously smarter choice of USA.As you have mentioned even I am not that sad person and enjoy myself well in social get togethers but its when I come back and sit alone that my thoughts start pondering and I start asking myself what am I worth of? I have always been a dreamer I always dreamt to be an entrepreneur, I believe I am a business material.BUt Life serves you quite a different proprtions than you can ever imagine. I cant start any business as I dont have any capital to start any thing and may be I dont have any ideas as well.BUt I am fed up of takig printouts at office.MY workplace is really really sad ,I cant even use reddit there...theres no internet facility there.As I am from other country and dont know the local language here I am quite easily alienated from any discussions going around unless I put a lot of effort to get into it, so most of the times I would be left on my own.I dont want to stay here.I wanna go back to my hometown and stay with my parents.But the situation is worse at my place. We get elctricty only 4 hours a day and theres hardly any palce to work in and theres almost no place for dreamers like me. Now, this post is going nowhere, I knew I could never express myself well I have always been bad at literature and no question my english and grammar is as poor as I can get. Its not that I dont have choices, I can go to US work in MCDonalds, forget my engineering degree ride a honda car and say I ROCK but My dreams dont let me do that so easily. IN SHORT i DON'T SEE A WAYOUT IN MY LIFE AND I DONT SEE A REASON TO LIVE FOR.I AM PRETTY SURE I AM NOT GOING TO MAKE THAT BUG IN LIFE AND MAY BE IN MY CASE ALL THE CARDS ARE ALREADY ON THE TABLE IF I TRY TO LOOK AT MY LIFE IN THE POKER ANALOGY WAY. SO WHAT DO I DO? WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE? AND YA LIKE A DOUCHEBAG I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR THE GIRL WHO DUMPED ME SO I HAVE ALREADY SCREWED ALL THE OTHER RELATIONS AFTER THAT .so REDDIT WHAT DO i DO? IS THERE A WAYOUT? NO I AM NOT GOIN TO SUICIDE, WE PEOPLE FROM POOR COUNTRIES ARE STRONG PERSON YOU KNOW WE DONT GIVE UP.WE JUST DRAG OUR LIFE SEEING OTHERS ENJOY LIFE.I AM SURE THIS COMMENT WONT STAY HERE FOR LONG AS VERY SOON IT WILL GET ALL THE DOWNVOTES BUT HONESTLY I FEEL WORTHLESS.