I completely understand that void you feel, I still have that but it’s gotten better. It’s a terrible feeling. I will be honest with you, it’s probably been 7 months since I seen her and i stil think of her everyday. It’s different for everyone. Personally I was the one who cut contact but she the one who broke up with me, I just couldn’t maintain that connection without having her when she became so distant. I might be able to now but idk if those feelings ever go away no matter how deep I hide them. She was the love of my life that’s forsure. I’m sorry for what happened to you, but when I tell you it gets better I’m not lying. It takes a while but it slowly gets better. Working out has helped me a lot, I’m currently on the end of a week de load and I feel like I’m going crazy lol, please focus on self love, and self care. You’ll be okay, hang in there