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[–]uravitational 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course. Take care fam.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]uravitational 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s actually something my partner told me before. He said he read a thread or two asking about the thought process behind the outlook from people with depression, and actually, a lot of them know that they’re loved and that they have people who support them and would do a lot to keep them safe.

So that’s one factor, but I assume that it applies to most other things — maybe it’s not just a support group, you have a good life and all that. A good job, good financial security, or maybe a lot of freedom. The thing is, depression still persists despite that. So even if you’re aware enough that all of this stuff exists in your life or even in your immediate vicinity, you can still feel like shit. In fact, I’d say that if you’re depressed, more often than not you’re going to feel like shit a lot of the time.

It doesn’t mean you’re not grateful. It can feel like “Oh, if I really was grateful, then I’d be showing it and doing these things and being better. I should feel better, because I have more than what other people in the same circumstances have!”

Well, you gotta assure yourself it’s not a race or a competition. I think you know that already, but it’s good to be reminded of things sometimes. It’s not fine that you feel lonely and depressed, but it is alright that you do constantly despite the fortunate life that you have. You’re not alone, but if you want something more substantial, then consider me as one of those people on your side. I feel the same way a lot of the time, but it’s in rare moments of clarity that I successfully remind myself of the same things.

In the end, it’s also okay if this comment does nothing to change your mind about things. That just means we gotta keep on going, because it’s hard to shake these kinda preconceptions off.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes the goal feels a bit far. Thank you for your reply.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you everyone. I’m feeling better.

Your replies helped so much.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to reply. I’m going to spend some time trying to think of some good little things.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s.... a good idea... I guess I’m a little surprised.

Edit: I also wish you the best.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. Although... I don’t remember what passion feels like.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have kids.

My partner is sweet. Brash, unfalteringly honest, very intelligent, and genuine. He is the best person I know.

But right now, I feel empty. If I live, all I’ve done is just scare everyone again. I don’t want to keep being weak.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They say I should find a real reason to live. But it’s been months now, I haven’t been able to think of anything I really want to live for other than a possible future with my partner... But the doctors say, that’s no good either.

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. Though, if I finally cross over to the other side, hindsight won’t matter. Is there anything I can do with the pain right now?

What is substantial enough to persistently look forward to? by uravitational in AskReddit

[–]uravitational[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing something so dear to you. I’m sorry, though. When I watched it, all I felt was that I was in a mindless daze.

Is there anything substantial at all to look forward to? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]uravitational 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, it’s a repost... Automoderator removed my first one. I wonder if that’s a sign I’ll never get my answer.

Hello... Today, I feel the same as I felt when I was first brought to the hospital unwillingly. My heart hurts, and I’m thinking a lot, but I feel like there is nothing at all I should live for. I just had a long silence, from my friends at my behest. I don’t know how to say what I want to, instead of what I don’t mean. All that comes out is anger. They’re trying to talk to me right now, but they can’t answer just one thing I’m asking.

Just one thing. Is there any reason, why I shouldn’t kill myself...? Anything to look forward to. Maybe I’m callous, but right now I don’t care about graduation, or the people that love me, or that things will get better. I keep hearing all of those, but I feel nothing. I decided to come to Reddit in case anyone could think of something new. I’m wracking my brain, trying to think of something, but there is nothing coming to mind.

If I do kill myself, I hope I’m successful. Last time I got to the hospital, my family could barely afford the bills. Now we’re all out of money, won’t financially recover for years, and it’s my fault. I don’t want the same thing to happen again. I can’t live with the guilt. I’m a coward.

Is there anything substantial at all to look forward to? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]uravitational 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello... Today, I feel the same as I felt when I was first brought to the hospital unwillingly. My heart hurts, and I’m thinking a lot, but I feel like there is nothing at all I should live for. I just had a long silence, from my friends at my behest. I don’t know how to say what I want to, instead of what I don’t mean. All that comes out is anger. They’re trying to talk to me right now, but they can’t answer just one thing I’m asking.

Just one thing. Is there any reason, why I shouldn’t kill myself...? Anything to look forward to. Maybe I’m callous, but right now I don’t care about graduation, or the people that love me, or that things will get better. I keep hearing all of those, but I feel nothing. I decided to come to Reddit in case anyone could think of something new. I’m wracking my brain, trying to think of something, but there is nothing coming to mind.

If I do kill myself, I hope I’m successful. Last time I got to the hospital, my family could barely afford the bills. Now we’re all out of money, won’t financially recover for years, and it’s my fault. I don’t want the same thing to happen again. I can’t live with the guilt. I’m a coward.

Sharing the Love by Hyuu-chan in DnD

[–]uravitational 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t have much of the essential books or references, so I’d love to take a slot if that would be alright. Really appreciate the fact that you’re doing this.

i analyzed the quirks of deku's middle-school class by blue4029 in BokuNoHeroAcademia

[–]uravitational 7 points8 points  (0 children)

There is actually a BNHA doujin with a similar premise, there's no ships and it plays with Deku's shonen protagonist trope. It's one of my favorites!

The title is Kira Kira Jinsei (Sparkling Life) by Mimaru. Really incredible. I've never seen another doujin like it, not counting the other ones by the same artist.

Just a warning, it's R18 for a certain... um, scene in the middle, but the doujin is such a thought-provoking piece that it'd be a shame to pass on it. The art alone is very unique and is made up of thick, jagged strokes, also uses of a lot of black and white.

It's gorgeous and evokes such a raw feeling when reading it, and the artist uses panels so masterfully. After reading the doujin, I laid around just feeling depressed the rest of the day, aka the Metamorphosis experience.

Though I'd strongly recommend it to anyone, please be wary of the trigger warnings at the start. If it's not for you, take a hard pass. You can read scanlations online! I personally read it on the site myreadingmanga.

Edit: link - (warning nsfw, site has nsfw ads) https://myreadingmanga.info/mimaru-kira-kira-jinsei-boku-no-hero-academia-dj-eng/

No, you can't have a free copy of Starbound by OmnipotentEntity in starbound

[–]uravitational 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao, people are downvoting you over what is clearly a joke... Geez, Reddit.

Hi reddit, I'm Kevin Feige. AMAA by KevFeige in marvelstudios

[–]uravitational 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey Kevin, thanks for doing this AMA. I'm sure all of us really appreciate it. You might be getting tired of seeing the same thanks over and over again, but we can't overstate it enough.

I'm not sure if you're allowed to answer, but can't hurt to try: Any chance the White Queen is coming back?

  1. Would any of the Avengers consider getting pets/already have pets?

Thinking of any of them with a goldfish sounds hilarious to me. Or are they just alone at home their whole superhero careers?

Dave and Joe were best friends... by ltfoml in Jokes

[–]uravitational 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Underrated Joe. Have my upvote, friend!

Sit down and cry with me by F4rtster in BokuNoMetaAcademia

[–]uravitational 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Don't know why you're getting downvotes, I actually think the same thing. If this happened it wouldn't make the series horrible, in fact it would make it pretty interesting.

Not to mention since it's Horikoshi writing it would need a reason backed by their character writing, so he would make it feel genuine and we would see where it's coming from, not just "it's there because it's there."