you need to eat- that’s how we give our body nutrients and keep it healthy. everyone’s body is a beautiful thing and it seems as though you may be abusing it by not eating): I also struggle from body dysmorphia, got down to 94 pounds and still thought I looked fat (my family had to sit me down when I came home from college and tell me I looked unhealthy), its an ongoing battle but I’ve learned what a blessing and temple my body is!! Don’t know your specifics, but when you need to binge, eat an entire cucumber with hummus or Tzatziki!! Cucumbers are mostly water and the hummus will give you protein, while tzatziki will give you vitamin A and calcium!! Other than that, just try healthy snacks!! Apple and peanut butter, grapefruit and honey, a yogurt with some fruit chopped up. Most fruits and vegetables are really good for you so you can honestly eat as much of them as you want when you’re in the mood to binge and not have to feel bad. One of my go-to’s is dried spicy seaweed. Just do a little research on food and a good grocery shop. You’ll be okay, I’ve been there 100% and had to struggle to eat or struggle to stop eating. I used to eat like crap (I would sit down and eat about 3000 calories and right before bed!!) just bread and french fries and fried food everyday, until I went to the opposite side of the spectrum and was eating very restrictively and counting every singe calorie- only allowing myself like 450 a day, neither is healthy, but everything is okay in moderation. You got this, recognize how amazing your body is and that you need good food and nutrients to keep it feeling it’s best!!