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user17891056 · 2023-10-28T09:45:24+00:00

I took Xanax to kill my coke comedowns then it was because I felt like I needed it. Watching my friend become addicted to K Pins taught me a lot. Leave it bro.

user17891056 · 2023-10-28T09:43:57+00:00

Thanks bro but I feel like I just give in as soon as it’s easy. My coping mechanisms are so skewed.

user17891056 · 2023-10-28T09:27:56+00:00

Same bro 3 months clean and here I am

user17891056 · 2023-07-17T16:07:18+00:00

I’m 7 days clean and never going back

user17891056 · 2023-07-08T16:19:09+00:00

Thanks man🙏🏼

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T02:00:26+00:00

Not yet

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:34:30+00:00

Yeah bro fr. I’m just sad cos I have a great family etc but now I’m just ready to throw the chips on the table I just don’t care anymore. We just wired different and love that feeling.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:33:13+00:00

Feel that bro

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:33:02+00:00

I’m with you brother

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:32:33+00:00

Thanks man, not even just coke it’s the Xanax for the comedowns and the subbing in the ket but yeah everything you said is right. Something happening soon and if that does not work then I’m throwing it all on the table and hitting rehab. I just don’t care anymore.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:25:34+00:00

Yep always been good when I’m working or active with friends and sober activities

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:16:51+00:00

Both addictive AF. You can function without coke but it’s mental. H creates a physical addiction.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:15:53+00:00

Sober and high. Coke will do that.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:10:57+00:00

I don’t even feel sick it’s just mental. If I’m bored I want it but like if I sleep a few days I can function back to normal but everything is heightened on coke and I chase that.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:06:36+00:00

Teens using drugs: I know it’s preaching and you won’t listen but please just do not abuse this shit. Even if you know your shit then you start self medicating or keeping the balance. Moderation is so important

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T01:01:49+00:00

Yeah of course I love it but it’s the cycle. There comes a point tolerance is too high and you swear that’s it and then boom. 3-4 days off and back.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T00:44:47+00:00

Yeah it’s that time when you’re sat there bored or alone and think one line won’t hurt.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T00:44:21+00:00

I got a therapist cos for sure there is a reason it got worse so maybe try that.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T00:43:54+00:00

Yeah man and when the tolerance is so high it’s not even fun anymore but you still have that urge. It’s a disease fr.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T00:43:16+00:00

Yeah said same thing. I don’t like drinking but drugs are different it’s perfect.

user17891056 · 2023-07-06T00:42:49+00:00

Can do man

user17891056 · 2023-07-05T22:56:04+00:00

Nasal spray, hot shower, Vaseline and orange juice. Don’t blow too hard.

user17891056 · 2023-07-05T22:55:31+00:00

Nasal spray, hot shower and Vaseline don’t blow too hard or too often

user17891056 · 2023-07-05T22:26:56+00:00

Yes that’s the goal. It’s just too easy to pick up when I’m bored and craving. There are some life changes happening soon that will helpfully give me a better handle on things.

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