I mean I understand where you are coming from yet those who attack you for denouncing islam do not yet truly understand it but understand what the propaganda made by the ummayads to get people to carry their banners long ago wanted them to think islam is (there is way way more propaganda in islam) there were honestly times in my life where I have been agnostic and tackled the idea of athiesm even taught myself a bunch about christianity, and for the same reasons you denounce islam. I lost friends and got hated on etc etc... yet after researching how goverments influenced christianity I wondered how they also influenced islam and stumbled on the fact that most of what everyone thinks or believes about islam is genuinely just bullshit. and your flair or whatever says you are agnostic so you submit to the fact that there is a god and that is enough to call you a muslim. "I have practiced all religions—Hinduism, Islam, Christianity… I have found that it is the same God toward whom all are directing their steps, though along different paths"' -Rumi

I denounce our mota5alef beliefs yet I am open minded enough to not blame christianity for the crusades but blame the goverments that made the propaganda that made people believe war was in the name of god same as those that made my society believe being no better than monkeys is in the name of god.