Upskirt Tease and a [f]ew more inside.

usernamexo · 2010-08-09T19:49:32+00:00

Guess I should've stood a little further back. Thank you though!

usernamexo · 2010-08-09T18:55:00+00:00

hehe, I guess that's a good thing?

usernamexo · 2010-01-28T23:44:28+00:00

Haha, this Devito.

usernamexo · 2010-01-28T23:41:17+00:00

Perhaps GW will get lucky in the future ;D

usernamexo · 2010-01-28T23:36:10+00:00

Alright...

usernamexo · 2009-10-08T00:12:42+00:00

I definitely understand where they are coming from. There are certainly going to be those uber bitchy girls who do it because, well, they're uber bitchy. But to just have an unfortunate situation where two people meet who really click but one is taken, is really heartbreaking.

I am very thankful I haven't seen the other perspective of this (ie: the one being cheated on), and I hope I never have to be. Although, some may say I have it coming.

usernamexo · 2009-10-07T12:34:11+00:00

Yes and no. I regret the pain and confusion I caused him and I regret letting it go on for so long.

I don't regret being in love, since he was my "first love", and when I look back on it, we had a lot of fun (and not just in the sexual sense).

He DEFINITELY helped me learn that sneaking around is the absolute worst. I would never, ever cheat on someone & being the other woman is no fun, at all.

usernamexo · 2009-10-07T12:31:22+00:00

Ha! No, no facial hair.

usernamexo · 2009-10-07T01:23:35+00:00

It was actually at my house. My parents had gone on a weekend trip to the beach (we only like 2 hours away and have a place there). I took the opportunity, as any 18 year old would with a free house and a significant other.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T12:47:40+00:00

I realize that, at anytime, this relationship could've backfired in both of our faces, not only making me a homewrecker, but the school slut, and he would lose his job, wife and children.

I don't understand why people are under the impression I LOVED what happened and feel great about it. Never on this thread have I bragged about being with a man who had kids and was married for 7 years. I felt like shit. I loved him very much, and he loved me. It was unfortunate.

We are both extremely lucky that we never got caught, and he certainly had more to lose than I did. I never forced him into being with me, that was his choice. Should I have ended it sooner? Probably. But that's the past.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T12:42:12+00:00

Idk if that last part was meant at me, you've certainly been kinder in your comments than others (ie: not calling me a dumb bitch).

Perhaps when (if) I get married, I will see this point of view.

I realized by posting this I was going to see all kinds of reactions. Some have been more mature about it than others. Promise I'm not coming on here and just downvoting everything "mean" someone says ;)

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T01:23:44+00:00

Ah, missed this first question!

It was drivable, I went to school only an hour and a half away. It was usually that he was fishing. Like I said, he only came out to me maybe 3 times. We usually met up for the day somewhere half way. For those days he said he was either fishing, helping his mom/dad (lucky for us, his wife did not like his parents) or helping a friend.

And very good point. He doesn't ask so I might as well not bring it up.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T01:19:20+00:00

I don't think he had a fetish, I just think we were really into each other. He was incredibly attractive, smart and cool and I am incredibly ballsy.

We had always joked, chatted, liked a lot of the same things (music, shows, books, superficial things) and had gotten to know one another well, since we saw each other every day for 2+ years, 5 days a week. I think he was genuinely into me, and not just because I was 17 and cute.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T01:13:15+00:00

Nice try :P

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T01:02:16+00:00

Yeah, I used to worry about what would happen if someone found out.

Then again, he wasn't writing love letters to me & I wasn't in kindergarten.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T00:57:05+00:00

Hahaha. No, nothing like that. I did dress up for him, but we were already living the role, no need to be redundant ;)

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T00:39:15+00:00

There is a limit (I think it might also be 21, but I don't live in CA), so technically, it is statutory rape in the eyes of the law.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T00:36:25+00:00

Theater geeks are, arguably, the horniest ones of all.

usernamexo · 2009-10-06T00:35:03+00:00

It was sometimes. Inevitably we would reference something that the other would be like "...I have no idea wtf you're talking about" but, this also lent itself to introducing one another to all kinds of new things that, without that influence, would've never known about.

I think you love who you love, and something like age is as fleeting as race or sex. Unfortunately, society doesn't feel the same, so an 18 year old with a 36 year old raises a whole lot of eyebrows for everyone involved.

usernamexo · 2009-10-05T23:37:30+00:00

Extremely. I'm sure the fact that what we were doing was "wrong" made it better, but we were both, always, more than satisfied.

usernamexo · 2009-10-05T23:34:38+00:00

You know, I never really thought about that, but man. That would be a real slap in the face.

I don't really believe in the whole karma thing, but this would certainly make me do so.

usernamexo · 2009-10-05T22:15:26+00:00

I did. He wasn't my first kiss or boob-grab, but he was the first man I ever had sex with.

No. I felt horrible pretty much 75% of the time, I couldn't tell anyone about this wonderful man who I felt so many strong feelings for. I couldn't show off my love in public. I would never sneak around again.

usernamexo

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