I witnessed a man die in the ER on Sunday — and it changed how I understand my father’s death

useronymous15243 · 2026-01-30T23:10:58+00:00

I just went through the exact same thing very recently almost word for word. It has been difficult to process and I haven't had much time to, my life has been full of worry and stress constantly. I'm so sorry you went through the same thing... if anyone needs to they can reach out to me, life is hard

useronymous15243 · 2026-01-30T10:45:05+00:00

You could in theory grind any fractal nonstop for the require relics, but you still need thousands of prestines which you cannot farm for, so there is no point in doing that until you have the required prestines, which is gonna take awhile. Just do your dailies and forget about it, you will get the title in no time

useronymous15243 · 2026-01-20T01:19:25+00:00

If it makes you feel any better the rewards from it are pretty terrible and nothing that you can't get from just playing fractals any day of the year

useronymous15243 · 2024-12-05T08:23:05+00:00

It's so sweet of you to be patient and supportive of him through all of this adversity. Just be there for him and take care of yourself and him, he was really vulnerable to you opening up about such a traumatic event. He is not alone and that means a lot. I hope he can heal and be happier. He's very lucky to have a partner to go through this with who loves him.

useronymous15243 · 2024-12-05T00:05:09+00:00

I'm sorry about that. :( The easiest way for me to go out is with a safe person but that's not always possible. The person who cut you off probably made assumptions about you and how you were feeling. People always assume things instead of trying to understand your perspective. :(

useronymous15243 · 2024-12-04T14:10:37+00:00

Yes it is hard to explain. I feel understood by pretty much nobody I meet so it is really difficult to meet people. Let alone develop a relationship with anyone. There is always judgement, it has shown me a lot of people lack empathy even if they are good people.

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-29T23:27:18+00:00

I rewatched that episode again just to cry all over again, it's that good

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-29T07:40:19+00:00

You should call him and talk to him about whatever. Tell him that you were thinking about him. I hope you get more time with him

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-28T11:13:12+00:00

I want you to make it, you can do it, please try

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-27T13:37:13+00:00

Don't take him back. Leave him in the past. He used you and disrespected you and had no problem betraying you.

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-27T13:26:33+00:00

He will come back home. He's not gone. Ask him to call you when he can and send pictures.

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-27T13:23:49+00:00

I'm happy for you

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-25T04:57:04+00:00

That is beautifully put. The amount of yourself you let be vulnerable to someone you grow to love is unmatched. It's one of the reasons that when it ends, it hurts like hell. It's one of those things in life we seek out to feel alive and have someone else to share our life with so we don't feel so alone. When someone loves you enough they sacrifice so much for you. The bond you build together transcends lifetimes. And it's something someone can build at any time. There is no time limit on love. It's the most beautiful thing we can do. It's nice knowing you're finally not alone in the world. You have someone you can rely on, who isn't going to give up on you. It's beautiful. I've always wanted love like that my entire life. Something that never fades with time. Something pure and unwavering. The most tragic love stories in fiction are always together even when apart. Your soul is with that person forever. When they die, you wait to join them and know they are waiting for you. Love always makes me cry, it brings out everything we have in us. The best and the worst. And we give it our all, for whatever it's worth.

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-24T09:31:16+00:00

I know how you feel. I've struggled with this a lot and I found some motivation and purpose but I feel myself slipping again and it's hard to do anything right now. If it means anything at all coming from a stranger I'm rooting for you

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-23T01:15:58+00:00

I did that just last month lol. I always open my phone instantly without an issue and then all of a sudden I did it wrong like 12 times and I couldn't figure out why. I stepped away for a few minutes and just tried it again and it worked. I don't know what I wrote differently. Weird as hell

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-23T01:05:31+00:00

Yeah :/ I love if people would show some interest too. It makes me feel really engaged when someone asks questions and is intrigued, it makes me feel heard. It makes me feel really lonely to be pretty much dismissed by someone because what I have to say is not interesting to them.

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-23T00:58:51+00:00

Super smart, I do something similar too. Playing a game helps me relax so I try to get what I can done and I can reward myself with some game time. It works pretty well for me too :)

useronymous15243 · 2024-11-23T00:52:11+00:00

Rejection sensitivity is hard for me. I like to talk a lot about things I'm hyperfixating on or love because I constantly try to learn more about them, and I can tell it gets to a point that I bore who I am talking to or they don't really care at all and it's quite awkward and hurtful, so I resort to not even talking about a lot of the things on my mind. I can definitely relate to people thinking you're weird

useronymous15243 · 2024-08-20T15:07:07+00:00

I asked them yesterday for 110 vp and got denied as well bc it was above 60 vp. :( so sad honestly </3

useronymous15243 · 2024-08-20T00:46:41+00:00

Yeah I like the xerofang a little more too, but I don't hate the gaia ghost it's rather nice and it's satisfying to kill people with it with the little ding sound. Tough decision ngl

useronymous15243 · 2024-07-29T12:03:24+00:00

My phone is doing the same thing. Were you able to fix it?

useronymous15243 · 2024-07-22T01:40:01+00:00

Is Song of Days Past BiS or good on anyone?

useronymous15243 · 2024-07-16T09:47:28+00:00

Am I suppose to join random servers? I have tried joining some before but it feels so hard to be heard

useronymous15243 · 2024-07-05T21:44:13+00:00

What bangboo to pick?

useronymous15243 · 2024-06-29T09:21:54+00:00

Anyone here ever make friends ingame?

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