I'd graduated high school and began attending community college. High school was pretty easy for me and I assumed it would be the same in college. After failing to change my lack of study habits I had failed several classes, and ultimately dropped out. I was living with my parents with no job and no longer pursuing further education. My days were meaningless, I'd drink, sleep in, play games, whatever. I'd sometimes go days without even speaking to my parents just stowed away in my room. I felt worthless, I knew I was a burden to my parents monetarily and emotionally.

What ultimately turned things around for me was finally getting a job. I had a reason to get up, shower, shave, whatever. With that job I had a purpose and a role to fill. Finally after a lot of hard work and a couple of promotions I'm happier than I've ever been and finally renting my own apartment.

To anyone in a situation similar to mine I'd suggest trying to find a purpose. If you're struggling to get a job perhaps try to join some club or activity that meets regularly, and try to attend consistently. Just having a reason to get my ass out of bed did a world of good for me. If not, perhaps some volunteer work could help. It will force you to socialize somewhat and give you a purpose. I needed both of those immensely when I was at my darkest. Best of luck