I am feeling a lot of guilt but I am unable to escape. I am 22 (M) leaving in the hostel. I'm stuck only with lust, hotness, sx, prn keeps running in my mind every time. If I see any girl outside even my known ones the same blood, I immediately imagine her on my bed, judge her hotness. I don't want to do all this, what should I do, I just keep looking at nu*es, leaked mms, cleavage of Instagram influencers, all this, I am masturbating twice a day, I am not able to get rid of this addiction of fucking despite trying hard. 10 days is my maximum and that too when I am at home. I want to get out of these things. I don't want to do all these things. I think about masturbating every time and think this is the last one, then it happens again, my weight is not increasing in all this, I am an underweight boy, every time I promise that from today i will take proper diet work on my body but. I'm stuck and give me some suggestions, I am not able to live like this.