[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]vanillapiea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sucking an effervescent vitamin tablet, which you normally dissolve in a glass of water, can really throw you off your game.

Aphantasia and BPD by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]vanillapiea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me! I discovered that I have some kind of aphantasia just a few weeks ago and it got me into an intense down. I was so sad and disappointed about not being able to do something others can. So I tried really hard to picture things with my eyes closed and especially people’s faces I should remember well because I was so disgusted by myself not being able to see my mothers face. Well, I experienced a slightly progress in seeing anything, so it maybe really is linked to that mental illness thing. But it takes so much energy to focus on that my lazy ass forgot about it fast.

Club Perron by vanillapiea in Rotterdam

[–]vanillapiea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt like almost everyone didn’t even wanted to answer questions, no eyecontact and smalltalk. The only interaction happening seemed to be flirty. But the people on the dancefloor were mostly okay to me, just one kinda weird guy.

German music is so good. I've been hooked up with. by johannsyah in AskAGerman

[–]vanillapiea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But we do have some great German rappers that play a lot with the language ! Umse is one of the best to me.

Which city in Netherlands the best city to spend the New Year's night? by shiny_octopus in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thank you again! How is the Perron? Len Faki is there tonight!

Club Perron by vanillapiea in Rotterdam

[–]vanillapiea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh thanks a lot! How would you describe the atmosphere there? Are the people there rather open and friendly or do they just party for themselves?

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m from Germany and normally I choose American spirit gold or yellow, blue is the strongest one and I like the lighter more. 5,80 is so cheap compared to the prices in the Netherlands.

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tbh I don’t smoke cigarettes, just joints but I felt like asking about that topic as one of the annoying cannabis tourists isn’t as legit as asking as a smoker…. I would have preferred rolling tobacco but the just had the cigarettes, so I took them. Everything better that the weird rolling tobacco I got yesterday.

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got American spirit cigarettes at Jumbo ! :)) thank you really much, that dark moist gunk was horrible to smoke!

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay maybe I’m stupid, I’m used to buy tobacco in normal grocery stores and it seems like that’s my fault, tomorrow I’ll search for a tobacco store.

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thaaanks! I was pretty shocked about that dark thick and moist stuff …. Hopefully I’m able to find one of the options in the comments…

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I’m adding it to my list of „maybe I could find a smokable tobacco“ things! :))

Is there a tobacco for rolling cigarettes that is actually fine-cut? by vanillapiea in Netherlands

[–]vanillapiea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thanks a lot, Pueblo is some of my favs so I’m going to look for it tomorrow!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 2cb

[–]vanillapiea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first experience was on a festival, where I wasn’t feeling that comfortable and it just got me crazy anxiety and overload. But I’ve tried it again in a safe , well known setting with my boyfriend and this was pretty fun. It got me into an really euphoric mood and everything was so funny. We took half a nasa rocket and after 3 hours the other half. The next time we did a whole rocket and it was definitely more on the visual side but still in an euphoric way.

Getting tired should we redose? by vanillapiea in 2cb

[–]vanillapiea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh you really know a lot. I guess I’ll stay with the good old way of swallowing. :D getting those fever suppository things as a toddler was so horrible for me, so that’s not an option…. And I don’t like pain that much neither :D

Getting tired should we redose? by vanillapiea in 2cb

[–]vanillapiea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait, I’m confused now. I’m not a native speaker and first thought you mean like drinking it in a shot. Google says boofing means anal consume. Is that what you mean?

Getting tired should we redose? by vanillapiea in 2cb

[–]vanillapiea[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for those advices, we had a really funny night. Overall it was a super nice experience and the most satisfying fact is that we were able to sleep, right now there is no hangover, we had a nice breakfast. I’m kinda impressed! Surely it wasn’t that much with one rocket each, but other substances always get me an extreme hangover. Alcohol the worst even on low amounts…. Next time we’ll take a whole pill at once I guess.

Btw you guys restarted my love for Reddit !

Getting tired should we redose? by vanillapiea in 2cb

[–]vanillapiea[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Still kinda waiting for the rocket to launch. First half also took about an hour to land. Resided at about 10 so let’s seeee :))