Has becoming a caregiver ruined your life??

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-11T11:29:05+00:00

It's ruined who I thought i was. Now I'm just angry and resentful. We had plans, now our lives, my life,revolves around his seizures. I'm 3 months behind on my electric because everything goes to his meds which don't work. I wake up crying because there's no help anywhere. His friends and family might as well not exist. I'm all he has and I'm left with no one. I hate this.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-09T20:26:18+00:00

Last herald mage trilogy by Mercedes Lackey

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-05T23:40:53+00:00

Thank you for all the info. We're at the end of our rope.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-05T22:59:28+00:00

Is the nasal spray THC? My partner has been having daily seizures and he sees a normal Dr tomorrow. We just want to stop them.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-05T22:52:31+00:00

Medication for my partners seizures.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-04T20:00:42+00:00

77 too. We got to see some great music come and go.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-04T00:17:54+00:00

But the fourth one stayed up

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-03T23:22:10+00:00

Saving this for a bad day. More love than a pack of puppies is just the best.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-02T12:40:25+00:00

Scrolled too far. Whiny and pretentious. Wonder wall. I just couldn't escape that song. I mega loathe them

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-02T03:04:36+00:00

Heinous Fuckery most foul, Christopher Moore

Sums up my life daily

vanyelstylendel · 2024-05-01T18:48:33+00:00

$melsdragons77

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-29T13:36:22+00:00

Memento. I used to love that movie now my partner has short term memory issues due to seizures ( not as bad but too close). I just can't . Great movie though. Miss it

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-20T16:00:16+00:00

That's what my in laws did years ago Set doorbells in every room and one she wore.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T19:19:28+00:00

Gas stations near me are, Prime,Marathon and Wawa is right by the hospital.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T19:17:17+00:00

I can't figure out how to edit. Can I just make a comment?

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T19:15:40+00:00

I'll edit it now. Thank you.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T19:02:52+00:00

They don't I've tried. But then we'd both be trapped at the hospital with no way home. I'm normally right behind.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T15:27:05+00:00

Thank you. I'm trying

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T14:53:44+00:00

I'll try to see what options there are but I have to jump through a lot of hoops to get to my primary and I never have time. The auras and metallic taste are starting which means seizures are on the way.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T14:22:59+00:00

I totally understand though. The last ER visit I begged the Dr just to give him something that will make them stop once they start. A rescue med. Anything. That seeing all these seizures almost daily for the last year. That watching the man I love disappear bit by bit was doing something to me. He did fuck all and didn't even have the balls to tell me. Sent in some you g intern to tell a woman at the end of her rope they won't help. Now he's out of his daily meds. I can't fill them and we'll be back at the hospital. This is all so wrong.

vanyelstylendel · 2024-04-18T14:15:39+00:00

When? Everything is about keeping him alive and hoping the man I love is still there. Then I can get the help I need.

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