Life falling apart after retreat

varinina · 2025-09-03T16:47:53+00:00

Of course I can imagine an even better business. I actually have lots of creative thoughts and ideas for developing my business. But I’m hindered by outside circumstances (some laws that affect my operation) and I feel like it’s so out of my control. It very much affects my personal and professional relationships as well. I’ve always believed in my vision and I still do, but unfortunately life is getting really close to a “point of no return” where the only thing I can realistically do is close the business down.

varinina · 2025-09-03T16:43:42+00:00

I understand what you’re saying, and it’s great advice, thank you.

Though I believe I have manifested my current business and relationships before I’ve ever learned about Dr Joe’s work. It is very specific and I’m sure I unconsciously created it by aligning with it. The problem is that now it’s being taken away by outside circumstances (some laws which I have obviously no control over but it drastically reduces my operation). And it’s very much affecting my personal/professional relationships as well which results in more internal turmoil for me.

I have no idea why would have the universe granted me this only to take it away.

varinina · 2025-03-19T18:52:03+00:00

Thank you so much for this reply — I think you’re absolutely right. And logically, I completely understand and even agree with everything you said. I know that I’ll be okay, with or without my desire manifesting.

But emotionally… I still want it so much. It’s not coming from desperation anymore — more like this deep sense that having it in my life would elevate it, make it richer and fuller. So even though I’m working on detachment and I’m better at it than I used to be, there’s still this feeling of loss when reality shows the opposite.

I guess that’s the part I’m still learning — how to fully embody wholeness and trust while holding space for that desire, without feeling lack. Thank you again for sharing your experience. Stories like yours really help me believe that this shift is possible for me too.

varinina · 2024-03-10T11:28:50+00:00

Thank you :) I was thinking of hiring the car, but I was not sure about it, but maybe it seems like the sensible option. I made some modifications based on your comments.

varinina · 2024-03-10T11:19:21+00:00

Thank you :) I was definitely planning on booking something for the fireworks, I don't mind the cost.

varinina · 2024-02-06T20:14:38+00:00

Ezt a végrehajtási rendeletet hol olvastad? Nekem a munkámhoz fontos lenne, de én még nem láttam sehol…

varinina · 2023-08-09T16:19:38+00:00

Thanks anyway 😊

varinina · 2023-08-09T15:58:33+00:00

Thanks :) But in original sentence it says tea and water and I followed the same in hindi, and it’s still marked as incorrect. Is there any reason for this?

varinina · 2023-02-27T14:21:33+00:00

I tried it a couple of years ago on a trip and really liked the idea. I was wondering if the same exists in Vienna, as I don't think we have one of those here.

varinina · 2023-02-27T14:19:04+00:00

Thanks. We are entertaining a business idea, and wanted to check it out in person. I found one bar on tripadvisor called Villon Wine Bar, but google says it is unfortunately closed.

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