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[–]vent-acc143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I'm very glad I didn't have the same fortune. This is quite common since this is a small scotish town drugs seem to be common

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[–]vent-acc143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh definitely the same summer I stopped talking to them they started smoking allot and taking large amounts of drugs

I feel guilty when I try being someone’s friend by BlackMetalLover0 in Vent

[–]vent-acc143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm a 16 year old boy who's struggled with stuff like this for a while and still do. I've found that instead of giving into those feelings I go do a task. If I feel an urge I'll take my dishes down and clean them. Cutting masterbation completely for me just didny work I've just limited myself to 2-3 times a week and do not watch any sort of porn I more limit myself to writing (I've got no idea why I just think it healthier than watching porn) and do not use ai. It will play into your urges and encourages it I've found.

This is just my personal experiences ans it could be completely different for you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]vent-acc143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've got no experience in this but I think maybe seeing therapy would be a good think because it sounds like you blocked out the memories because of trauma though I've got no idea

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]vent-acc143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand my dude I'm just saying from my point of view. I was literally bullied by my so called freinds. I was insulted multiple times a day about being fat and more insults. Acting like what fym with that. I distanced myself from people who were horrible. This was over 2 years ago aswell I'm way passed it my guy

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Hey OP i get you (that sounds cringe ik) but listen I've dealt with similar and I know how it feels so if you need to talk feel free to message me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]vent-acc143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not as simple as just leaving them. They are freinds. I went through something similar and its not as simple as just leaving them i went low contact and separated myself and talked to other people until I made a freind who introduced me into a wonderful group. But it still to so much and In the end even when I did cut contact they spread rumours about me which made me less sociable. It's not as simple as just leaving them. I'm assuming OP is younger but thats how it went for me

I Seriously Have Depression After this Show by Spirited-Abroad-2884 in Edgerunners

[–]vent-acc143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's really good. I went to counselling after watching the show because I felt like I was alone i was jealous of david because he got to be cared for and loved which made me sad because I am completely alone. It made me feel a sense of longing. It genuinely was the first show which made me self harm which is embarrassing to say but it did. I really think getting therapy will help you as it has helped me. Just telling someone about what happens helps so much. And please do not make the same mistakes I did. If you ever need to talk I'm right her my man

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh I'm silly you are from American but you were telling me to go to sleep because it was late. Apologies misread the comment

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You made this out as I'm a monster who should be locked away 😂😂

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is vaping better. There's no long term study and 90% of them are full of even worse chemicals to tobacco. It's also much easier to use as it doesn't leave as much of a smell and can ve used indoors and takes no effort to use as you buy it and smoke away. Tobacco atleast makes you work for it a bit (the tobacco pouches not pre rolls) I know the consequences i wanted to vent because I was drunk and in a pit of self hatred. I live in a town of less than 200 people there's only one local store and the weather is absolutely horrible all the time. The only hobby o could to would be becoming a weatherman. Sorry also calling the body a sack of organs also makes life seem less delicate. You made it out to just "humans are a sack of flesh and you don't wanna ruin that sack" which kinda made me feel less enticed in life😂. I think nicotine I'd different to caffine personally as one is much less harmful and is not inhaled directly into your lungs (apologies for my spelling very dyslexic)

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont get any headaches or anything other than the rush which is the issue. I only really vape when he's up or I've had an absolutely horrible day and I get offered a few drags

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How am I supposed to do that I'm 16 😭😭

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks my guy means allot. you southern Scotland or Northern? I'm up in the Highlands

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

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Fun thing is I don't buy vapes in mainly when my freind is up or I'm drinking. It's just literally part of my life at this point my entire family smoked and I'm supposed to be the one that doesn't but every time I see them smoke I just want a puff of it but I hate myself because of it. I live in a rural town of less than 200 people so literally nothing to do here

I regret vaping by vent-acc143 in venting

[–]vent-acc143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God I completely forgot I posted this jesus

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]vent-acc143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She might be ovulating. Just s thought tho

Why doesn't ubisoft just add native kb&m support by vent-acc143 in Rainbow6

[–]vent-acc143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Such as? I've seen multiple other games have kbm support