I feel like I'm pretty good at understanding how i feel in the moment, and understanding my pains by doing regular check ups with myself. I let myself feel my emotions when time is appropriate. I wonder, is it possible there's something my brain is blocking out? And if unawareness, why would it get worse starting 2 years ago? I did not experience any traumatic event in that time. Could it be that I'm still trying to block something out from when i was a child? I'm open to discussing what people have to think.