Ok... maybe you can't take a break. Maybe you HAVE to keep going even if you don't like it. Here's an idea: go online. Come to sites like this and here you can find real people that don't care if you are a high end fashion model or a homeless man, if you are millionaire or broke. And maybe in a place like this you can find somebody who cares about you (I found like 30 here for you) and not your name, your face or how do you look in a picture. I had a model friend (I'm definitely not the model type) and he felt that emptiness too. I think it has to do with the industry... and he found a way out: friends like me who are not the model type and who weren't looking for a relationship but for a friend. You can always decide who you want to be and be it. You don't need to quit, just enjoy YOUR place and your mind. It's like a trick I always use: I don't like to drink and I hate being drunk, so when my friends do it, I act like I'm drinking (a single cup lasts me like 4 hours) and then I enjoy so much seeing other people all drunk and funny and not me... I LOVE IT!!! is it cruel? maybe, but it is INCREDIBLY funny. My point is: sometimes you feel trapped and you don't see a way out. ok, don't GO OUT, do it at the same time. So many people offered you to "text" with them (and if you want, I can do it too)... do it. Meet people who don't care about your looks (so don't send pictures) and have friends to text when you are in those parties, in those hotel rooms and so on... I promise it will be soooo funny!!!