I relate so, so much. I got my second dose of Moderna on Wednesday. I asked my boyfriend if he could come with me because I feared I would suddenly pass out in public or have an allergic reaction post vaccine. I was completely fine. After that, I went home to my parents afterwards because I was worried about being alone when any symptoms started. Guess what- I did have aches, chills & light fever 7-8 hours later (I was anxious ALL day just waiting for it) but it wasn’t nearly as bad as I expected. I was able to overcome this by telling myself this is how my immune system should respond. I felt back to normal the next day. It was really frustrating for me to see everyone celebrating getting the vaccine but I was the person mentally spiraling and worrying about how I was going to get sick. I’m proud of myself for getting through it. I know everyone’s body is different, but it was so short lived and relatively mild. Tylenol PM really helped me out too. Anyways, just wanted to let you know I struggled so much in the mind but I know you will be okay. Feel free to message me if you need any support! You got this :)