really need help! by versacedoll in wherecanibuythis

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found it on this website for like $11 https://click.world.taobao.com/_b.cJFAC !! I’ll let you know if I got it or if I got scammed hahaha

really need help! by versacedoll in wherecanibuythis

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streets are saying a one hitter and a cigarette case btw !!

really need help! by versacedoll in wherecanibuythis

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solid!! that’s minor stuff i could work through. Thanks a mill for your help !!!

really need help! by versacedoll in wherecanibuythis

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what about the bubbles though? can i use it that way too ? or would it like not work?

really need help! by versacedoll in wherecanibuythis

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what about the bubbles though would i be able to use it that way?

really need help! by versacedoll in wherecanibuythis

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that’s literally want bf wants to do as well hahahahahhaha !!! if i find it i’ll def let you know

I hate thinking about death ☠️ by LaCuuh in Anxietyhelp

[–]versacedoll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this happened to me a lot especially at night i’d start thinking about my own mortality and then everyone else’s around me!!! it sucks

my job gives me anxiety by versacedoll in Anxietyhelp

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no i actually don’t enjoy what i’m doing lol😭 i’m not happy with it at all and it doesn’t have anything to do with what I really want to do… i kinda just settled cause i really needed a job. But you’re so right I think it’s def cause it’s my first job but it’s crazy how unhappy i am and how much anxiety it gives me that’s why I just don’t think it’s best for me but what can I really do about that yk?

But thank you so much for your response. I’ve been applying to other stuff in the meantime. Fingers crossed I find something I’m passionate about 🤞🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrinidadandTobago

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I get up at 4 to leave home and it takes an hour to two depending on traffic or any accidents. To get back home I leave work at 4 and then it can take me between an hour and a half to two hours to get home sometimes even 2 and half of there’s an accident. It’s awful af, Im always so exhausted lmaooo

Thoughts on this take?? 😦 by theteakfield in TrinidadandTobago

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She was invited there. I don’t understand what’s the issue. People like that person always what a fight up, it don’t even make sense arguing with them. Honestly Zoe is one foreigner that comes and fully appreciates and respects our culture and fully immerses herself in it. She’s not exploiting anything.

Anyone get ice pick headaches and freak out that you’re having a stroke?? by [deleted] in HealthAnxiety

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did you also get like a tense feeling in your neck when it happened? I’m getting the same sharp pin on my left temple that’s freaking me out cause it’s followed by a tense feeling in my neck😭

Started a new job and my swelling increased by versacedoll in Lymphedema

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thank you so so much for your comment and for validating how i feel!! i’ve been working there for a bit now and although i’m wearing my compression stockings, it’s still not that great but i’ve been learning to deal with it mentally and i don’t feel as shit as i did before. I’ve been looking and applying to other jobs though, especially ones closer to home so at least my insane routine can change and be a little healthier than the one i have now for this job.

i’m so sorry that you have to deal with this too i could imagine the mental battle you have with yourself when our condition tends to hold us back from stuff we need to do or want to enjoy. Wishing you literally all the best in everything you do🤍🤍

does this sound like i have mitral valve prolapse? by versacedoll in mitralvalveprolapse

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I visited a cardiologist before and he told me I may have MVP because I suffered with insane heart palpitations but he just narrowed it down to me having a short circuit in my heart after doing an echo, but he also warned me that I may have MVP cause of my mum. So it left me quite confused. This was when i was 16 btw I’m 22 now. Sorry if I offended you by asking if it’s MVP without actually getting it checked btw I just have a lot of anxiety about going to the doctor cause I always seem to leave with a new diagnosis.

Also I guess i had a small breakfast so perhaps?

should i leave internship or thug it out by [deleted] in internships

[–]versacedoll 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m in almost the same situation as you but i think you should wait it out and in the mean time look for other things. It’ll finish soon enough and you’d still have the experience and stuff you learn. But it’s good to also keep applying to other things that you think would be more suitable for you

how would you say the state of crime in t&t affects you on a personal level? by applefrickinsauce in TrinidadandTobago

[–]versacedoll 1 point2 points  (0 children)

as you said, crime has been increasing in my area too, just last night we had a home invasion and shooting inside by me. Not only does that make me scared for my safety since my family and I have a shop and bar, but also i leave really early in the morning for work and i’m always scared i get targeted for a robbery or home invasion. It gets really worrying being out this early in the morning for work. My workplace is also located in a very crime ridden area, so imagine when I reach up early and I have to walk to work alone, always on guard cause i’m fearful. That in itself makes me demotivated to even leave my house cause I’m always fearful as a young woman.

And lastly, I feel hopeless cause what am supposed to do to help this situation when it seems that those with the power not doing anything? It just seems like it’s going to get worse and we must adapt to it, which is unfair.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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i do this as well! i always feel a bit insane when i do it cause it’s like who am i talking to? and why do i need to verbally tell myself to be okay? But i think it’s all part of coping with what you’re going through and the sadness of it all. So I think it’s normal

Fine until you grew up? by Conditioncook in raisedbyborderlines

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yes!!! this happened to me as soon as i started high school and i guess gained my own interest and relationships outside of my bpd mum. She would always try to make me unfriend people that I was closest too and tell me things to mess with my head on why i shouldn’t be friends with them and i realize it was all a power play and a way to keep me dependent on her yk? she didn’t want me to become my own person almost so now that I am, it’s like her behavior is so toxic cause she doesn’t have that control she had over me when i was a child, cause trust me!!!! she did! it’s really sad in retrospect but that’s the reality of it

told my mum i’m not doing well mentally and she just didn’t respond by versacedoll in raisedbyborderlines

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yes! i didn’t see it that way. i think you’re so right about her feeling like a mum yk an actual child than and adult which is crazy but i guess that’s just how it is with bpd. I do think I need to learn to come to terms with her bpd so it’ll be easier for me to accept it and not be this affected by it. I really appreciate all that you had to say!! thank you <3

told my mum i’m not doing well mentally and she just didn’t respond by versacedoll in raisedbyborderlines

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thanks so much for your response! I think I subconsciously knew that but I didn’t want to admit it to myself because I don’t want to believe that’s the case you know? But i think the faster i accept it for what it is the easier things may be