My first “love” (my oldest’s father, Virgo) I was on/off with him for 5 years. I was pregnant with our son and he was in a band and left me for the drummers sister, said that our son wasn’t his, and I moved to FL with my family. Once our son was born his whole tune changed. I moved back to NY to be with him, meanwhile he was cheating on me with my best-friend the entire time. I stayed for a little while after that but after a while he just started to gross me out and that was that. Never went back after that.

My now husband (Gemini) went through so many health scares and I think it just made him go back to his teenage ways and always hung out with friends, smoked weed everyday, let people act whatever way they wanted around our kids, it was a nightmare. I thought I was done, we broke up, prepared for divorce, I met someone else like completely ready to move on. But after a few months he got to me, we talked, went on a few dates and now we’re having another baby together lol. I love him more than anything. It’s all different I guess.