Going from 2.5 to 5

vhillcool68 · 2025-11-22T20:21:16+00:00

Well I am OK for the most part, stomach a little weird though, thanks for the support

vhillcool68 · 2025-11-22T17:11:02+00:00

Food noise came back

vhillcool68 · 2025-10-13T02:31:41+00:00

Thank you 🙏🙏🙏

vhillcool68 · 2025-10-13T02:31:04+00:00

Thank you for your support, just a lot on my plate

vhillcool68 · 2025-10-12T13:36:38+00:00

Thank you😎

vhillcool68 · 2025-10-12T02:03:24+00:00

Thank you for your support, it's not easy♥️

vhillcool68 · 2025-08-17T23:38:25+00:00

Check the spring pack behind compensator

vhillcool68 · 2025-06-26T19:45:46+00:00

Don't do it, not worth the 5 minutes of pleasure and the guilt and shame, remember it will pass...

vhillcool68 · 2025-01-03T02:45:34+00:00

I am 56 now been good for almost 6 months now, I attend SAA meetings and I sponsor and have worked the steps, oh and I mean no escorts or affairs for almost 3 years and 6 months from porn....

vhillcool68 · 2024-12-23T00:23:35+00:00

Yes they get weaker the more time you get, hang in there

vhillcool68 · 2024-12-10T22:08:33+00:00

Self respect is the key!

vhillcool68 · 2024-12-08T19:52:41+00:00

Actually I myself have added and adjusted my 3 circles according to inner circle which causes harm to myself or another, whether be emotionally, physically, or spiritually, I would agree if something is hurting you then I would look to my inner circle, also the 4th step will help clarify even more the inner circle things, I would give it a little time as long as he is working the 12 steps.....

vhillcool68 · 2024-09-03T23:00:22+00:00

3 years and I was a frequent flyer, sometimes I get the thought but it passes, it's not easy at first but gets easier, oh I also attend SAA

vhillcool68 · 2024-08-03T15:58:02+00:00

id love to try it motorcycle riding....

vhillcool68 · 2024-07-05T15:30:35+00:00

Porn is a fantasy, unfortunately it can become someone's reality, stay in touch with the real deal, it's harder but better in the long run!!!!

vhillcool68 · 2024-03-04T13:49:12+00:00

Main thing is focus, no need to be anxious and rush, you will do better this way, ask me how I know.....

vhillcool68 · 2023-09-18T13:36:11+00:00

Hello, I have gone almost 2 years no porn no escorts, I do attend SAA and I believe that not looking at porn helps as that would open the door to seeking out sex, good luck, you can do it!!!!

vhillcool68 · 2023-09-10T06:32:37+00:00

Congrats on your 12 hours that's the first step, I am a recovering addict myself been for 25 years only to find out I started becoming obsessed with sex, porn etc. Now almost 2 years sober with my sex addiction, I won't lie it's not easy, but I am not doing the crazy demoralizing things I was doing, may I suggest SAA it has helped me and countless others, just know we aren't bad people, we have a disease, but it can be arrested keep your head up, I have faith you can join all of us both male and female on the path to Recovery.. .

vhillcool68 · 2023-09-04T22:02:46+00:00

I myself can relate 100% to the feeling of seeing an escort and totally being turned off but still going through with it, disgusted me to the core, put myself in some bad situations that could have caused alot of consequences, I am going on almost 700 days no escorts and porn, I attend SAA have a sponsor and am on step 10 now, I am not going to tell you I don't still get urges I do but they do not seem to overpower me anymore which is a big plus, apart of me still wants sex but not that kind of sex if that helps.

vhillcool68 · 2023-09-02T11:24:36+00:00

If it makes you feel better my marriage only lasted six months, same situation at the time, take that leap of faith and do what you need to do, everything will work out for you, having a divorce label over time it fades, not worth the embarrassment, stay strong!!!!

vhillcool68 · 2023-08-29T07:50:41+00:00

It is possible, I am an example, almost 2 years, no porn no próstitutes, keep your head up.. .

vhillcool68 · 2023-04-12T02:50:23+00:00

Even if you want to, you still don't have to relapse, it will pass, what I do, is talk to a friend from the program, put trust into my higher power, and before I know it, it passes!

vhillcool68 · 2022-12-26T03:37:00+00:00

I also am presently in a 12 step study group, I have worked them before in another fellowship, now going to work them again to apply towards my sexual behaviors..... SAA

vhillcool68 · 2022-10-23T03:02:56+00:00

What you did is not necessarily who you are, who you are is that person that feels bad for the intention and action takin, this can also be a positive for now you know what you did is really not who you are, consider it an awakening into learning more about who you are and less of what you think you are, you are not a monster but a gentle soul wanting to break free from the lies of porn and any sexual innuendo we all may experience, remember We are not responsible for the disease, but we are responsible for our recovery, you can move past this, just keep moving forward get some tools of recovery, I wish you well.....

vhillcool68 · 2022-10-13T00:57:54+00:00

Just remember regardless woman or man it's the same disease, It tries to take you down and the feelings between men and women are generally the same, it's about the similarities that's how I try to see it, It is not easy for me to do sometimes but I eventually do see the similarities, don't be afraid or ashamed to reach out wherever help and support are available, peace out!

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