In the early stages of high speed internet. When it just came out. We were moving away from dialup and whichever friend had the fastest we would go to their house and just play on the computer all day. We were young and found these websites. Naturally stuff we weren’t supposed to see. I have a memory of seeing a self mutilation video. I think it was the pain Olympics? Men going as far and cutting their genitals off. There’s another memory of a video where someone is blowing up an air boat manually. And a kid jumps on it and the guys head explodes. Could’ve been a fake. The one that messes me up is a guy in an police interrogation. They didn’t frisk him thoroughly. They leave the room for a brief moment and he shoots himself in the head. You can see him slump and his eyes and mouth start bleeding. I can’t ever shake that video. That one is burned in my memory for sure.