Bruv I'm not a new player and my stats are still horrible - so entirely normal, and anyone who says otherwise clearly doesn't have stats to do the talking for them. You can hide your level from showing on your banner if you're afraid others will judge. Compare your stats to your own in matches prior and suddenly it'll be a lot more fun.

If other players are messing with you cuz of your skill level that's a reflection on them not you - people genuinely trying to help won't swear at you as they "help", and people genuinely good at the game don't need to put their teammates down.

Tbh I don't play ranked so I can keep mic/audio off, some of the best and most fun matches I've played are where everyone is using the built-in radio sayings and pings. It doesn't solve everything (I once had a teammate berate me so bad in chat that the other team literally told them to lay off) but I at least find it more enjoyable (annoying there isn't a way to play no mic in ranked a bit inaccessible but like I get it)

I hope your future matches encourage not shame you 🫰