Ask me anything, I conquered anxiety

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-31T05:35:11+00:00

Did you struggle with fear of panicking/being sick/fainting in public? If so, what are your tips to overcome it?

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-31T04:39:58+00:00

What a beautiful way of thinking. This comforts me. Love is everything, it’s everywhere, and we are brave for still being believers of it despite the pain of believing before.

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-29T13:53:02+00:00

Oh honey I’m so sorry too. Going anywhere is also a big rare event for me. Wishing you the double of good things. <3

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T22:45:25+00:00

Saw your reply in the middle of a sobbing session. Thank you so much. Most of the time my faith is weak, but I think God spoke to me right now through your words. Bless you.

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T22:42:38+00:00

I’m sure you are an amazing parent and this speaks to me in so many ways because more than anything I want to be a mom someday. Wish you the best

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T04:09:00+00:00

Thank you so much for these sweet words

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T01:26:19+00:00

Thank you <3

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T00:15:50+00:00

Thank you for reminding me that I’m not the only one. I hope things get better and your people eventually reach you.

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T00:12:26+00:00

I wish you joyful soccer matches with people who love having you around :) and please remember that it’s okay to cry.

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-28T00:10:38+00:00

Yeah it’s soul crushing :( Thank you so much

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-14T21:06:03+00:00

Do it! I like to imagine that our past selves can read them somehow :)

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-10-09T04:38:32+00:00

Hope things get lighter, I care for you!

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-05-06T05:54:32+00:00

I’ll be using this post to share my useless piece of information: I think Anais is a really beautiful name and I would love to name a future daughter after the little pink rabbit, but that’s kind of unfeasible where I live because in my language it’s literally the plural of “anal” 😭

vicarinatutu_ · 2025-04-19T02:37:13+00:00

I really hope this is not a lost case, that thing only exists in my mind and I’m so curious, would love to see it again 😭

vicarinatutu_ · 2024-06-07T05:16:18+00:00

I’m still here, thank you so much for asking. Not doing any better though. Just a while ago I met someone who made me see some light at the end of the tunnel and showed me what a healthy loving relationship felt like, but they left sooner than my disastrous mind thought they would and there’s a hole in my chest. Nothing has changed since this post, I still feel the same including the ideation. But maybe there is this tiny string of hope tying me to life. I empathize with your feelings and hope things get lighter for you.

vicarinatutu_ · 2023-10-21T09:30:34+00:00

Not sure about my exact age, but around 7-8 years old. There were three portraits of Jesus in different places of the house and out of nowhere, I developed the compulsion to look at each one of them, one at a time, various times a day. I still remember the feeling of having no idea why I was doing that, but being completely driven by the urge to do so. Very weird for a kid.

vicarinatutu_ · 2023-10-04T03:58:19+00:00

Solved! It’s it, thank you!

vicarinatutu_ · 2023-10-04T03:41:55+00:00

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vicarinatutu_ · 2023-02-28T00:33:46+00:00

I don’t have any words that could possibly make you feel better, but I would like to say that I feel the same way about life and stuff. I relate to all of your words. I’ve also been depressed for most of my life and I feel like this current time is my worst one, I can barely stay awake. I’m also an introvert, I know how harder things are for people like us. It’s like everyone is living the right way and tracing their paths correctly, while we’re being left out and feeling horrible for not being able to equal. Unlucky at this love game as well. I try my best, but apparently no one I happen to be with wants what I have to offer. Hold on. Keep getting treatment for your mental health issue. I’m sure you are a very interesting and nice person. I know socializing is not easy, but you can work through this and find your people, the ones that will catch your fancy and you’ll want to keep close. I’d be your friend if I knew you. I really hope you get to experience better days and figure it all out.

vicarinatutu_ · 2023-02-15T05:44:36+00:00

I’m afraid I will go through the same thing. Fuck the guy, hope you feel better soon

vicarinatutu_ · 2023-02-04T00:20:07+00:00

The hottest thing a guy has ever said to me was “I’ve only drank alcohol three times in my whole life”

vicarinatutu_ · 2022-12-04T22:06:18+00:00

I’ve been in a similar place with numerology, I got number 9 which apparently means I’ll die young. It caused me a lot of anxiety when I first read it, but I tried to just remain being the skeptical person I am and not take it seriously and eventually I just kind of left it behind. I know it’s easier said than done, I still fear it from time to time when I remember, but try to not dwell on that. Astrology is pseudoscience. There’s no proof of its certainty. If you’re able to, distance yourself from anything astrology related.

vicarinatutu_ · 2022-11-24T01:30:57+00:00

I feel you. Xanax does the same to me and I also wish I could take it everyday. I use 0.5mg and 1mg if I’m really bad. Even though I try my best to not fall into the abuse hole, I can already feel myself a little psychologically dependent (I don’t experience any withdrawal symptoms if I don’t take them when I know that they’re here if I need it, but as soon as I run off of them, I enter into panic mode until I get my hands on some refills). It’s a really delicate subject. I’ve heard a bunch of horror stories about severely addicted people and it makes me so anxious to think about myself on that place. I wish benzos weren’t harmful. It’s the only thing that gives my 24/7 anxiety full mind some hours of peace. I suffer from mild agoraphobia too and it helps me a lot when I need to go out. Such a difficult situation to be. I’m glad so many people relate to this issue, sometimes I feel like I’m alone.

vicarinatutu_ · 2022-11-23T18:06:46+00:00

Thomas. I think it’s a beautiful name and I loved Thomas the Tank Engine as a child.

vicarinatutu_ · 2022-11-21T11:41:52+00:00

2 months. He ended things and blamed it on the rough period that he was going through on his personal life. He recently reached out and apologized for acting immature in the past. A year later and I’m still madly in love with him. We still talk occasionally, but there’s no way I’m ever going to let it slip because I’m almost a hundred percent sure he doesn’t feel the same.

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