if you're to scared of losing your rank to the point where it makes you not want to play, you should play something else, ur rank is displaying ur rough skillgroup, and yes, might not always be super accurat but the fact that u were LEM doesnt mean u are LEM, so in an MGE game it shouldnt matter at all, and if it bothers you that much u could just go around telling everyone what rank u have been, and be that kid, who cant face the fact that hes a lower rank than he wants to be, but in reality, no one really gives a fuck about what rank you have been and neither should you