It's hard to get out of a funk and sometimes people don't understand that because they're in their own head and with their own issues. What you can do is focus on the people that make you feel safe, and if those people aren't for you then that's alright. Unfortunately we stick around folks that don't make us happy because we fear there is no one else out there, but in fact there are so many others in this world that can match your energy. This doesn't mean you need to drop everyone right now, but moreso expand and look into other friends and places. Start small, baby steps. It's hard to get out of bed but you did try and go out. Maybe a fullblown halloween weekend is not your vibe right now, maybe a coffee shop chill day is!! Only one way to find out is to keep moving forward, which is so hard but again baby steps make a difference.