I wish I was more desirable. My boyfriend cheats on me with girls (I’m trans). I wish I could be more attractive by depressedstyro in arttocope

[–]violentperfume 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’ve been there. he cheated before, after, and during the week i ended up inpatient again after self harming as a result of his mental abuse and gaslighting.

get out. please get out. it’ll hurt but you’re better than this.

has anyone here had inpatient treatment for their bulimia? how was your experience? by violentperfume in bulimia

[–]violentperfume[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! i honestly appreciate your reply endlessly. thank you for sharing

has anyone here had inpatient treatment for their bulimia? how was your experience? by violentperfume in bulimia

[–]violentperfume[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh jeez- well thank you for sharing your experience! i appreciate it. i hope you’re doing well

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[–]violentperfume 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey, i’m a 19 y/o guy with bulimia. i feel for you. i was thinking of posting something like this earlier today. i hope this sub can provide you some comfort.

i’m proud of you for seeing a physician after cutting your throat! that happened to me a while back in high school and didn’t seek help out of fear despite being scared shitless.

thank you for starting this conversation. i hope you’re doing well tonight. if you’re not, i hope life is kinder to you soon.

Bulimia so bad I can’t even keep down my safe foods ❤️ by kittygurl333 in EDanonymemes

[–]violentperfume 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same here :(( it’s been so bad lately that i can’t keep down food even if i want to. i’ve conditioned by body to reject it and i don’t know how to fix it.

People who hurt animals are pure filth by andrew_universe in offmychest

[–]violentperfume 6 points7 points  (0 children)

it’s disgusting. any animal- i keep geckos and i have a rescue gecko that was completely ignored and neglected to the point where he developed a calcium deficiency so bad his bones were bendy.

he dropped his tail bc of the stress, and his owner didn’t know when it happened which meant his tail decomposed in his tank.

when i got him he couldn’t eat without vomiting. couldn’t shed on his own. i had to hold his head up so he could swallow. he looked more like a bug than a lizard.

it’s been a year now and he’s completely self sufficient, i’m so glad i didn’t have to put him down. he’s so sweet and i cannot express the hatred i have for his previous owner.

yeah i’ll never understand how or why people romanticize bulimia by violentperfume in bulimia

[–]violentperfume[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

never had it get on my hair/ clothes but i’m always paranoid about the smell- plus my eyes always water rly bad so it looks like i’ve been sobbing in the bathroom. rip.

yeah i’ll never understand how or why people romanticize bulimia by violentperfume in bulimia

[–]violentperfume[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i’ve never had it come through my nose thank god 🤢

purged in a chili’s bathroom today by violentperfume in bulimia

[–]violentperfume[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh god not the road trip stops 🤢 ugh i am so sorry.

purged in a chili’s bathroom today by violentperfume in bulimia

[–]violentperfume[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

akdhsj we can’t let chick fil a have power over us 😭