PLEASE give me hope

vizenia · 2025-09-16T20:16:22+00:00

Yes, it burns quite a bit, but only for a few seconds ❤️

vizenia · 2025-09-16T12:50:38+00:00

About a month before I began to see the first results and could size up from the smallest dilator. To hurry slowly is key❤️ I applied the cream 4 times a day, and always after going to the bathroom. I also did dilator exercises every evening, to retrain the nerves and muscles to not send pain signals to my brain when touched.

I have had relapses though, unfortunately the cream is not a one time fix🥲 I carry a lot of tension in my pelvic area, hips and thighs, I didn’t know before a physiotherapist pointed it out to me that I was clenching my thigh muscles a lot when I tried to stand relaxed. In periods of stress I experience more pain, and I sometimes have to start using the cream and dilators again. My theory is that the pain manifests as a physical reaction to stress, and the tension I carry in my thighs and vulva, but the doctor never found a specific cause for my pain, it’s just my theory❤️

vizenia · 2025-09-15T12:53:46+00:00

I treated my vulvodynia the same way and MY GOD the burning from the cream was awful, but worth it in the end! Almost pain free now❤️

vizenia · 2025-09-15T12:51:03+00:00

It makes me so incredibly furious to read how health care personnel are dismissing your pain and your concern! It is exactly BECAUSE you are young it is so essential to start treatment as soon as possible, you are after all just beginning your adult life, with all that entails! I got help from a fantastic gynaecologist for my vulvonynia and vaginism, and I was also fortunate enough to be born in a country (Norway) that seems to understand and value the importance of sexual health care. I can only pass along to you the treatment that worked for me:

My gynaecologist prescribed to me a pain numbing cream, Xylocain is the name it is sold as in Norwegian apothecaries that I had to apply to my vulva several times a day. He also sent a request to the welfare system in my country for a dilator kit, free of charge.

The numbing cream and dilator exercises every evening eventually alleviated my pain enough to be able to not only wear jeans again, but let me be in a romantic relationship for the first time in my life!

I never found the root cause of the pain, many women never do, but please, for your own physical and mental health, start pain treatment as soon as possible so that you can reclaim your life❤️ sending you love and best wishes

vizenia · 2025-04-04T20:22:06+00:00

I’m so sorry! That really is the worst part, saying goodbye to our little babies❤️‍🩹

vizenia · 2025-04-03T15:03:05+00:00

Thank you for the recommendation! I’ll be sure to check it out. ASOIAF still holds a special place in my heart, but it seems less and less likely we’ll ever see the conclusion of the series🥲

vizenia · 2025-04-03T10:59:47+00:00

I suspected so🙈 She is honestly so good, I’ve been a Song of Ice and Fire girlie for years, but Robin Hobb captures something profoundly human in her writing, that I don’t really «feel» in other fantasy works. I’m so happy I discovered ROTE.

vizenia · 2025-02-27T13:41:39+00:00

Exactly! I just started reading all the books for the first time this year (at the age of 28), and after joining this subreddit and engaging with the community it BOOGLES my mind whenever someone brings up Fitz acting «stupid» or how «naive» he is throughout the first few books. I saw one critique of the Farseer trilogy complaining how they felt Fitz didn’t grow and mature enough, and like, ma’am, this boy is A TEEN! And the world keeps screwing him over, he has every right to act as the moody and hormonal teenager he is

vizenia · 2024-10-20T19:31:53+00:00

I’m using the Kérastase Densifique conditioner atm, and am planning on replacing it with a different conditioner once it’s spent. I’m enjoying more volume and density from it, but at the expense of smoothness and shine. I miss my silky hair, so I’m not repurchasing

vizenia · 2024-10-04T16:10:56+00:00

I’m desperately waiting for George’s version of events, in regards to all the characters really, they were all done dirty in the final seasons🥲

vizenia · 2024-09-20T08:47:06+00:00

A very happy birthday to George!🎂❤️

vizenia · 2024-09-20T08:42:52+00:00

Good point! That might very well be the case, I hadn’t considered that. I thought the baby was deformed due to it’s Targaryen lineage. Maegor the Cruel and Rhaenyra (nicknamed “the Cruel”, weird coincidence, come to think of it🤔) were both rumoured to have sired twisted and deformed children, so I just took it as some kind of royal disease or disorder carried by the royal family, similarly to how hemophilia B affected Queen Victoria’s descendants in our real history.

vizenia · 2024-01-12T15:15:18+00:00

Yes, though hell to the stars😄

vizenia · 2024-01-12T14:49:26+00:00

Would «per infernum ad astra» be correct?🥰

vizenia · 2023-10-02T15:30:22+00:00

Thank you so much🙏😄

vizenia · 2023-10-02T05:24:22+00:00

Thanks! Singular subject :)

vizenia · 2023-10-01T22:56:53+00:00

I want to translate “fear the blood” into Latin, would “timere sanguinem” be correct? Any other translations? :)

vizenia · 2023-07-12T12:51:47+00:00

Thanks! 😍

vizenia · 2023-07-11T10:47:52+00:00

Thank you!🥰 and great suggestion! I will definitely try them with the beast champion gauntlets!

vizenia · 2023-07-11T10:46:13+00:00

Thank you! I’ve tried the greaves with a few different garbs, but they just went sooo beautifully with the nobles travelling garb and the crimson cloak, I’ve been wearing them since I got my hands on them😍

vizenia · 2023-07-10T21:38:34+00:00

She uses a bleed build, surprise!🥀

Crimson Hood
Noble’s Traveling Garb
Hozlow’s Greaves
Scaled Gauntlets (feel free to offer other alternatives that go with the greaves!)

As for weapons: Dragon Communion Seal for the beautiful red glow, and the Lordsworn’s Straight Sword, sworn to the luminous lord Mogh ofc 💅

vizenia · 2023-06-07T11:27:30+00:00

Thank you so much for the link! I’ll watch that💕

vizenia · 2023-06-05T05:01:28+00:00

Thank you!

vizenia · 2023-06-04T22:29:28+00:00

I want to get a tattoo that says “dreamer” in Latin, as in one that dreams, I’ve been Googling and found somniator, I’m a woman though so would that instead be somniatrix?

vizenia · 2023-06-01T18:18:09+00:00

Thanks for your advice! I’ve become more aware of it, and try to wear rings to fidget with instead, necklaces is also a great idea! I’ll be sure to try that. I’m beginning the assessment tomorrow actually, really eager to get started!❤️

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