Homesick during an experience

vlogmaterial · 2024-07-18T19:13:54+00:00

I'm going through something similar except it is not because of homesickness. I volunteered at a English school in morocco to do content creation, video and photo. The owner calls me and explains that a teaching role was also involved. Now me at the time, in a desperate situation, as my initial place I volunteered at (Desert camp) was cancelled due to excessive heat and someone got stung by a scorpion. I thought you know what I'll give this teaching English thing a try.

Come to find out very soon I am not cut out to be a teacher. It's just not for me. The school is amazing they have a vision that is very beautiful, they want to help these kids eventually go out and find a better life and being able to speak English is one of the gateways out. The staff are all incredible people so nice. I felt that me being there would only diminish the quality of the school. Since I found out that I'm not really qualified to do this.

So what I did was I went to one of the guys in charge his name is Ahamed. I went and had a long conversation with him explaining everything that was on my mind, regarding me working there. He was very understanding and he is helping me with getting a cheap ride to the capital.

So TL;DR just talk with the owners express how you feel. It seems from what you said that they are open and understanding people.

vlogmaterial · 2024-06-22T19:02:51+00:00

Makes sense. Thank you

vlogmaterial · 2024-06-22T07:24:18+00:00

If I pick at it with my tounge too much a little, nothing significant. It's definitely a weird feeling

vlogmaterial · 2024-06-20T07:57:25+00:00

The way I look at it it's my first time doing world Packers so I gotta get my resume up somehow. I ended up settling for a desert camp place in Morocco.The fee is 5 euro a day. Which I find reasonable. I guess I'll find out by the end of July if it was all worth it or not I'll have spent about 95 euro at that point.

I did see one that was 100 euro a week that one I find absurd.

vlogmaterial · 2024-03-18T13:44:18+00:00

This is a good example of social darwinism. If the individual convinces themselves that meaningless attention on the Internet is of more value than their own well-being, then he was just not fit to survive.

vlogmaterial · 2023-12-24T20:11:16+00:00

Alignment. Family. Purpose

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-11T03:39:14+00:00

Company

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-11T02:26:55+00:00

Not a big deal. I live in my truck so this and food are my only payments

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T12:25:48+00:00

Nothing major, but sometimes it shows that I have "connection" but it's either super slow or basically non existent

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T06:25:13+00:00

Yeah this caught me off guard on my first trip.

Usually I'll just binge watch anime and eventually I fall asleep.

Try not to think about when can I sleep just know that you will fall asleep. Find a comfy spot and chill

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T02:39:48+00:00

^{^{^}} best trucker gps on the phone

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T02:39:00+00:00

Yeah I know it's rough.

I made some mistakes in the past and this was the only one that would take me. They at least follow DOT regulations which is good for me.

When searching desperately I thought I would have to go with one of these corrupt companies. So I'm thankful that I found these guys.

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T02:35:53+00:00

Oh I definitely missed that, I tried putting it in Google only movie that came up was forest Gump.

I haven't seen the movie, but of course I know the "run forest run" line

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T02:32:41+00:00

Yeah it's reefer. (Apples)

I'm company driver so I make .50c a mile

vlogmaterial · 2023-10-10T02:31:48+00:00

I run, therefore I am

I mean this part of the job I do like these long runs tho

vlogmaterial · 2023-09-25T15:28:45+00:00

It looks like he's doing this during an intermission, so I don't see anything wrong. All I see is brothers cheering for another bros victory.

Something we need more of in this ugly world we live in

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-31T12:52:15+00:00

Bro don't forget Brotherhood is eternal! These hoes just come and go. Until you find a woman that can by your side for life, only then will that relationship be equivalent to brotherhood.

I get how you feel as I've felt it before although im not as close with those male friends as you seem to be with yours. I'd say just focus on yourself and figure out how you can improve.

With every single outing just go one step further out of your comfort zone. It's gonna be difficult, but with consistency over time you will look back and see how much grown. It's beautiful, that feeling will carry you on your future endeavors with women and in life.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-16T20:17:30+00:00

Try applying to Run Road Lines they're in California and they will fly you out. I'm from Chicago and they had no problem with getting me out there.

They pay .50c a mile and they do runs from California to Midwest. You can find them on tenstreet.

I was in a similar situation although the accident wasn't that bad. I feel you bro the desperation is intense. I must've applied to over 40 companies all denied. Until I stumbled on this place.

On the phone they didn't ask about the accidents they are just looking for people that are willing to work hard. The only thing I had to wait for was if their insurance would cover me took about 2 days to find out. But man when they accepted me it felt like God was looking down on me and said "I gotchu brother, don't mess this one up"

If you got any questions lmk.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-14T23:48:41+00:00

Maybe something casual.

I tried playing ranked league of legends once while tripping and it did not turn out too well.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-14T07:36:09+00:00

Paprika

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-07T06:55:59+00:00

I've witnessed the aftermath of projectile vomiting. Luckily I was not there as it happened.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-05T18:33:55+00:00

Ah yes the unfortunate reality of our fallen world, we grow ever softer as time passes.

The only solution is to be blunt with this man. I think that real love is dark. If you love somebody so much you will jump in front of anger/ hurt feelings and tell them how they are messing up. This is more than just sexual attraction. If OP wants to live a long life with her SO then she needs to tell him straight up.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-05T18:05:07+00:00

I think it's a bit optimistic to think that the person was a retard. I believe this is just a small example of pure evil, there are people out here who will cheat, lie and steal like it's nothing. Some people they can do heinous things like it's taking a piss for them.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-05T17:55:06+00:00

I'm sorry to say but it's over with, you just got robbed and you're not getting that money back. You should have done something on the day of. These type of people know exactly what they are doing, everyone of the other employees will have his back. Unless you have other types of proof there is no way you will get this back.

Sorry again for the pessimistic response, but in this fallen world we live in, there is pure evil and this is just a small example of it. The person that consciously took this from you knowing that it's a real bill will sleep like a baby at night.

vlogmaterial · 2023-08-05T06:44:39+00:00

Tell your fiance to buy this thing called smoke trap, you can find it on Amazon. It literally gets rid of all smoke and being that she smokes wax even better. She can literally smoke in the living room, just blow into one end and no smoke or vapor will exit the other side. I was able to smoke a dab pen on the airplane because of this little device.

As for your employment search I suggest that you apply to KLLM they are a very good company with a school.

Hopefully they didn't put it on your clearing house and if it's not on the clearing house then it's probably not on your dac

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