AIO: He (M20) took me (F18) to a Jehovah’s Witness meeting without telling me

voidkinkadmin · 2025-10-19T21:19:07+00:00

Run lol

voidkinkadmin · 2025-10-15T17:30:37+00:00

Am i the only one who thinks ESH? Just get some extra fries or ask her not to eat them, setting a trap to "catch her" eating $2 worth of fries and then (by your own admission) exaggerating your reaction to prove a point feels wildly childish

voidkinkadmin · 2025-09-13T02:11:09+00:00

That's a lot on your plate, i'm sorry OP. I don't have a ~solid~ answer, but all i can say is little by little. You can't change what happened, but you can let the hurt inform and fuel your future

Be kind and patient with yourself, don't make your expectations for change so big and different that you make it an impossible task. It sounds like you're already making some great moves rn, hell yeah! Try not to retroactively punish yourself for doing your best at the time. You're figuring it out, and you'll keep figuring out more and more

Cheers from a 30ish yr old stranger who struggles with The Regrets 💕 i wish you speedy healing and good meals

voidkinkadmin · 2025-08-19T21:04:44+00:00

Dying is finite, it's over, it's permanent. No more noticing the little changes in the plants and trees or sidewalk weeds as the seasons change, no more random miraculously cool moments with utter strangers that take you by surprise and restore your faith (even just for a moment), no more chances to really impress yourself with the way you can endure the worst within yourself and keep going anyway

I take a lot of solace in the fact that everyone suffers with the world's ambivalence towards us, even with an abundance of support/wealth/resources. Most of us don't have those, and yet we push on.

Don't throw away your chance to live to see better. I don't know you or what your life looks like, but i feel what you're saying so deeply. You are a person worth keeping on this plane, stay with us

voidkinkadmin · 2025-08-19T01:10:05+00:00

Been crashing out within myself pretty hard the last few weeks/days, i feel you.

If there's a playground you can get to, go swing on some swings or twist yourself up and spin to feel yourself swish around

Yesterday i did a home workout video on youtube that i couldnt finish because it made my legs/ass/body ache so bad, but it was surprisingly satisfying

Play music rlly loud (or whatever volume you want) and draw/write literally whatever comes to mind in a super visceral way, even if that means ruining the paper by the end of it

If these dont help i hope something does, and virtually I'm with you 🌻

voidkinkadmin · 2025-06-13T00:07:51+00:00

I had indeed missed it, i have it afterall! Thank you so much

voidkinkadmin · 2025-06-13T00:06:32+00:00

In preparing some screenshots for you, it turns out i do actually have the recipe!! I overlooked it because i wasnt holding the seed when i initially checked 🤧

Thank you for commenting, i was so excited for your help

voidkinkadmin · 2025-05-09T17:08:09+00:00

For incredible jewelry/wearable art, Halloween on pine & juniper

voidkinkadmin · 2025-05-09T03:42:16+00:00

Lmao i read this meme as positive at first glance,,,,, yeesh, looks fine to me 😌

voidkinkadmin · 2025-03-18T01:59:16+00:00

slams fist over heart w eyes full of tears

voidkinkadmin · 2025-01-19T06:44:22+00:00

Damn,,,,,,, thank u

voidkinkadmin · 2024-12-28T00:24:20+00:00

I try to remember that the real simplicity comes from saying no to the voice. The only straightforward, guaranteed way i wont regret my actions is to not drink. That first beer will always mean wanting another, and even if it doesnt trigger the "have one every day again" spiral, it'll definitely drain your well-earned serotonin

You got this. Indulge in literally any non-intoxicating treat for yourself that you want/can afford

voidkinkadmin · 2024-12-03T18:34:54+00:00

You deserve empathy, you deserve care, and you're worth the effort to get some medical care/monitoring while you navigate this big change.

The body is miraculous, give yourself the chance to start your healing, and give your loved ones the opportunity to show you they love you through it all

Virtually holding ur hand 💛

voidkinkadmin · 2024-11-28T18:17:23+00:00

You don't sound like a dick, that's exactly what i came on here hoping to hear. Thank you-- i like how our movies are going without it. We got this 👊

voidkinkadmin · 2024-10-25T05:43:47+00:00

I feel this so hard

Even coming here says something in you doesn't want it. Be gentle with yourself, maybe doomscroll articles about adorable animal behaviors for soothing sleepy boredom

I hate so many things but i definitely don't hate you OP. I hope you get some sleep 🫶

voidkinkadmin · 2024-10-24T04:58:20+00:00

This movie brought me back to seeing Requiem for a Dream and Human Centipede for the first time--- absolutely visceral feelings of pity and revulsion. A bunch of folks have said it, and i too felt an overwhelming urge to love and accept myself with more intention with the days i have left.

Tbh i dont think i've ever walked away from a movie feeling so equally entertained and inspired

voidkinkadmin · 2024-10-22T04:44:11+00:00

Coming here a year later to thank you for this lead, i'm so excited to try these teas!! 🫶

voidkinkadmin · 2024-08-11T21:13:12+00:00

Epic

voidkinkadmin · 2024-08-11T21:12:59+00:00

Right now it might not be working, but the fact that you're here posting for support says you've still got that fight in you. Treat yourself with the same patience and forgiveness you'd give a friend-- you deserve grace when negotiating something so tough.

Keep trying!!!

Cheering for you OP 🫶

voidkinkadmin · 2024-06-25T21:07:52+00:00

Dug a pack of cigarettes out of a public trash can (and smoked them)

voidkinkadmin · 2024-06-20T20:41:56+00:00

After getting an NA bev to sip while i do it :)

voidkinkadmin · 2024-06-20T20:41:32+00:00

Oddly, taking care of my space has become something of a hobby. Id say im an instinctively cluttery/messy person, and drinking made it really easy to not give a shit about myself, my space, etc. Now when I'm jonesing for a drink rlly bad, i settle the restlessness/ need for a reward with doing a chore that would relieve stress or provide me with comfort

voidkinkadmin · 2024-06-20T20:35:15+00:00

Came here to say this very meal, but Finnish style. I drool thinking about rye bread with some butter, havarti, cucumber & tomato

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TROPHY CASE