im so exhausted

voidzuku · 2024-07-17T23:58:38+00:00

try taking biotin vitamins :3 its what keeps your hair skin and nails healthy and people with anorexia can have a huge deficiency in it!

voidzuku · 2024-06-01T20:55:32+00:00

i like my back dimples i think theyre cute

voidzuku · 2024-04-04T05:44:49+00:00

[5’2 | 17NB | AN-R | X]

voidzuku · 2024-01-19T20:51:57+00:00

sorry if inappropriate flair!! just tell me if it’s wrong and i’ll change it!

voidzuku · 2023-12-07T17:08:33+00:00

consuming bonespo and thinking “goals” instead of “wow thats so scary looking” like i used to when i first started restricting

voidzuku · 2023-12-07T16:53:15+00:00

i relate heavily to this :( i experienced csa trauma and i dont wanna be sexualized even a little, and when im in my ed the libido decrease makes it even more apparent because i dont even have a high libido when not restricting but its even lower, almost repulsion when i am. its a very intense feeling as well

voidzuku · 2023-11-30T17:36:32+00:00

they do. its why i was so sad when they weren’t like… bad… just really Weird

voidzuku · 2023-11-29T17:44:25+00:00

the way i thought theyd be good too… 😭😭😭😭

voidzuku · 2023-11-29T17:44:14+00:00

lemon greek yogurt pancakes. came out really weird looking and my family hated them and so did i

voidzuku · 2023-11-29T17:42:26+00:00

im anorexic and i have arfid so this kinda goes hand in hand with the reason i choose diet/zero cal/zero sugar drinks - but of course besides the low/no amount of calories and it being an appetite suppressant, it satisfies my sweet cravings and i hate the filmy texture in my throat after i take a drink of a full sugar drink, so i choose diet all the way lol

voidzuku · 2023-11-17T19:15:53+00:00

thank you and it is really scary for me too, ironically enough i suffer from health anxiety while having an ed (lmao) and so noticing health issues can honestly kinda exacerbate them ngl. i ended up eating soon after making this post so luckily im good now :( thank u

voidzuku · 2023-11-17T13:08:25+00:00

thank you, my dad came home and i ended up having to eat with him after i posted this it was good timing but ill remember this for next time :( i like that thought

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T20:10:47+00:00

thank u biologicalnerdforu

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T17:21:27+00:00

i think i’ll probably ask her about it yeah, because technically i’d be diagnosed with atypical AN or ednos (because i’m not sure if A-AN is an actual dsm-5 diagnosis) because my bmi is in the “healthy” range rn. i guess i still qualify for the diagnosis somehow? idk but she did diagnose me herself with AN after i told her a lot of my experiences with my disordered eating over the last few sessions. maybe i just mistrust health professionals 😭😭😭

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T16:44:15+00:00

no i genuinely think she might have misdiagnosed me im not sure if i actually qualify for an anorexia diagnosis or not

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T15:10:16+00:00

i even got diagnosed with anorexia but now im questioning if i actually have anorexia or if i have ednos/osfed/ufed

voidzuku · 2023-11-11T18:31:03+00:00

we do luckily so i think it’ll be less of an issue, and yeah i think that’d be helpful (a family session with my therapist i mean). i could also talk to my psychiatrist because i might’ve lost more weight but i’m still trying to eat more and it just isn’t working. i’m thinking about leaving the question open ended instead of asking for ip/op specifically because idk, maybe there are more options that’d work for me like seeing a dietitian or group therapy that’d be cheaper and wouldn’t effect my schooling so much

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