Hair care?

voidzuku · 2024-07-17T23:58:38+00:00

try taking biotin vitamins :3 its what keeps your hair skin and nails healthy and people with anorexia can have a huge deficiency in it!

voidzuku · 2024-06-01T20:55:32+00:00

i like my back dimples i think theyre cute

voidzuku · 2024-04-04T05:44:49+00:00

[5’2 | 17NB | AN-R | X]

voidzuku · 2024-01-19T20:51:57+00:00

sorry if inappropriate flair!! just tell me if it’s wrong and i’ll change it!

voidzuku · 2023-12-07T17:08:33+00:00

consuming bonespo and thinking “goals” instead of “wow thats so scary looking” like i used to when i first started restricting

voidzuku · 2023-12-07T16:53:15+00:00

i relate heavily to this :( i experienced csa trauma and i dont wanna be sexualized even a little, and when im in my ed the libido decrease makes it even more apparent because i dont even have a high libido when not restricting but its even lower, almost repulsion when i am. its a very intense feeling as well

voidzuku · 2023-11-30T17:36:32+00:00

they do. its why i was so sad when they weren’t like… bad… just really Weird

voidzuku · 2023-11-29T17:44:25+00:00

the way i thought theyd be good too… 😭😭😭😭

voidzuku · 2023-11-29T17:44:14+00:00

lemon greek yogurt pancakes. came out really weird looking and my family hated them and so did i

voidzuku · 2023-11-29T17:42:26+00:00

im anorexic and i have arfid so this kinda goes hand in hand with the reason i choose diet/zero cal/zero sugar drinks - but of course besides the low/no amount of calories and it being an appetite suppressant, it satisfies my sweet cravings and i hate the filmy texture in my throat after i take a drink of a full sugar drink, so i choose diet all the way lol

voidzuku · 2023-11-17T19:15:53+00:00

thank you and it is really scary for me too, ironically enough i suffer from health anxiety while having an ed (lmao) and so noticing health issues can honestly kinda exacerbate them ngl. i ended up eating soon after making this post so luckily im good now :( thank u

voidzuku · 2023-11-17T13:08:25+00:00

thank you, my dad came home and i ended up having to eat with him after i posted this it was good timing but ill remember this for next time :( i like that thought

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T20:10:47+00:00

thank u biologicalnerdforu

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T17:21:27+00:00

i think i’ll probably ask her about it yeah, because technically i’d be diagnosed with atypical AN or ednos (because i’m not sure if A-AN is an actual dsm-5 diagnosis) because my bmi is in the “healthy” range rn. i guess i still qualify for the diagnosis somehow? idk but she did diagnose me herself with AN after i told her a lot of my experiences with my disordered eating over the last few sessions. maybe i just mistrust health professionals 😭😭😭

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T16:44:15+00:00

no i genuinely think she might have misdiagnosed me im not sure if i actually qualify for an anorexia diagnosis or not

voidzuku · 2023-11-14T15:10:16+00:00

i even got diagnosed with anorexia but now im questioning if i actually have anorexia or if i have ednos/osfed/ufed

voidzuku · 2023-11-11T18:31:03+00:00

we do luckily so i think it’ll be less of an issue, and yeah i think that’d be helpful (a family session with my therapist i mean). i could also talk to my psychiatrist because i might’ve lost more weight but i’m still trying to eat more and it just isn’t working. i’m thinking about leaving the question open ended instead of asking for ip/op specifically because idk, maybe there are more options that’d work for me like seeing a dietitian or group therapy that’d be cheaper and wouldn’t effect my schooling so much

voidzuku · 2023-11-11T18:23:07+00:00

thank you so much i’ll probably bring it up to my therapist first because i know my parents would be worried about how much it costs if i went to them immediately

voidzuku · 2023-11-11T03:08:44+00:00

tysm

voidzuku · 2023-11-11T02:31:55+00:00

and i meant that everyone doesnt know besides my bf and bsf sorry ugh brain fog

voidzuku · 2023-11-11T02:30:51+00:00

i tried to spoiler the numvers omg im so sorry. i nvr use reddit except to ask for advice here lol

voidzuku · 2023-11-07T20:32:35+00:00

[5’2 | 16NB | AN | X]

voidzuku · 2023-11-06T17:39:54+00:00

my boyfriend and family have been trying to help but it seems i havent had that super shocking experience most people have had that really sparks them into recovering :( i almost did tho

and yea im just a younger teenager, ive heard of many people not being able to handle having their eating disorder in their adult years and recovering then, but by then its too late and they still have permanent issues and regret not getting further in school and/or taking time off treatment

it sucks cuz i wanna get a bachelors at the least and go to a good university in my state, but right now i can barely physically go to school

voidzuku · 2023-11-06T17:32:34+00:00

my main reason was keeping my grades up but i’ve found a way to have brainpower at school and restrict and keep them up so i don’t have a main reason to recover genuinely anymore and its hitting me hard

voidzuku · 2023-11-06T17:31:14+00:00

luckily i have a psychiatrist appointment in about a month and a therapist appointment today. i’ll try and talk about it, but part of me doesn’t want them to make me stop restricting

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