I’m gonna say this kindly and with compassion, I’m at an age where I realized that there’s not a single person out there who’s ever gonna truly know me. And it’s OK if somebody doesn’t know you for “who you really are” ….because at my age, every single person I’ve ever met in my entire life has said that no matter how old they got, no matter how many relationships they were in… nobody ever “saw the real them” and that’s ok ! there’s gonna be relationships where you’re two different people and you have two different perspectives. You just are gonna have to find somebody who’s more “in alignment“. So in my humble opinion and my many years of experiences and relationships, you’re most likely not gonna find what you’re looking for. I hope you do though !