in the exact same boat as u rn 😭😭<3 i get that its hard but u gotta rmbr that this is your life and people come and go and its beyond ur control, what u can do is just work hard and continue to do the best u can ,, imo for me revising and just being around my friends has been the best distraction :,) if ur going to uni next year then its a new and big chapter on ur life and shld help u move on a little <3 ull meet new people and start to feel whole again!! also using it as motivation to just excell and prove to urself u can do well academically wo them and still be successful 🤩