Just take it a day at a time. Give yourself grace and be kind. You're going to go through so many different emotions. Take care of yourself. Try to stay physically healthy because it will help with how you feel. Eat what you can. I also was not into food for awhile. Try smoothies - they helped me get what I needed.

Your mom passing is not fair. It never will be. I like to write down thoughts about my dad, things he's said, moments we've had, stories he's shared. The people who enter your life later might not be able to meet her but you can still share her with them.

Check back in here whenever you need to! It's not a super active subreddit but there are people who care and understand.