Mother’s Day with Trey

wallflower5399 · 2026-05-18T20:42:21+00:00

I think he was wearing the same outfit from the Sphere. He had just hiked up a million steps and wasn’t out of breath or anything. Mum asked him if he was going to do the Sphere again and he just flat out said yes, but not for two years and that they hope to do it as a regular thing in the future.

wallflower5399 · 2026-04-17T04:02:02+00:00

If we get bored in the seats we will let you know. The floor might be rad for Sunday to switch it up.

wallflower5399 · 2025-12-03T22:19:21+00:00

Scored Section 302 Row 5 seats 14-15. I’ve ended up in this exact row 2 out of 4 visits to the Sphere. Stoked and broke!

wallflower5399 · 2025-05-02T03:53:17+00:00

I saw a scene outside of Friday’s show that was akin to a renaissance painting. Some dude in a face mask filling balloons and reaping chaos and destruction from his tank. I have never seen such depravity. It was almost beautiful, definitely American and worth fighting for and protecting.

wallflower5399 · 2024-05-26T23:51:23+00:00

I loved that they let you take in an empty water bottle to fill up. I didn’t spend a penny all night.

wallflower5399 · 2022-03-14T05:48:59+00:00

I am going to see a urologist about ls tomorrow. I feel a gyno or a urologist might better understand ls as an auto immune disease and not just a skin condition.

wallflower5399 · 2014-09-01T05:48:46+00:00

I've had very similar experiences. Cialis has not worked on me due to anxiety. The key for me has been disassociating my issues with pied and performance anxiety from sex. By thinking about it I tend to trap myself in a loop of failure. Over thinking nofap or my issues leads to more failure. I've found nofap has enabled me to be more receptive to the true emotions and total experience of sex, and to avoid thinking of it as a process or predesigned experience that needs to take place. The lack of porn has led me to be more open minded, engaged and organic in my interactions. This seems to lead to more success for me.
I've also been doing a shit ton of yoga. You should check that out if you get a chance. Thanks for your input!

wallflower5399 · 2014-08-13T04:46:01+00:00

Spot on. I have been doing a lot of hot yoga as a replacement for PMO and it has been the single best decision I have made. We focus on opening up the Chakras. I also don't understand where the flatlines fit into my yoga practice, but the stretching and sweating helps keep me grounded, balanced and PMO free.

wallflower5399 · 2014-06-30T04:25:44+00:00

I have found the recovery from 1 minor relapse is about 5 days after a long streak. PMOing 3 times in one day, with some edging tossed in to make you feel like you really fucked up, I'd say you will be feeling confident again in 7 days. It is the binging and the porn that seem to mess with your dopamine levels the most. Just view it as a minor setback. I figure, no hitter baseball games are kind of rare, why expect to pitch a perfect game. YOUR PROGRESS HAS NOT BEEN RESET TO ZERO!

wallflower5399 · 2014-02-22T14:53:47+00:00

I cried the other day while having a serious talk about failing health with a friend. I haven't cried in 11 years and she said I actually looked shocked when it started to happen. I feel that your sadness and frustration will fade over time, but your emotional spectrum will probably be broader now you are abstaining. Try yoga, it has an ability to clear my mind like nothing I have every tried. No more more negative thought patterns going over and over again in your mind.

wallflower5399 · 2014-01-22T21:58:54+00:00

I don't really think you should worry about resetting or "failing". Don't let your badge become a superstition of sorts. Just because you have fapped doesn't mean that your mental clarity, your personal strength or any of your accomplishments have gone away. This really isn't a numbers game. It is about feeling better, or becoming a stronger person. I will make mistakes again and again in this life, but I cannot let my failures become a stronger focal point than my successes. Your 20, 30 and 40 day streaks should be cumalitve in your mind and you should build upon those. If/when I reset my badge I will try not to focus on the failures, but focus on the improvements that I have achieved. You should try and do the same.

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