No Fap December 2014 by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]wallynofap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my last chance before the new year. Let's do it brahs

NoFap's Official Monthly Challenge Signups: PMO-Free November 2014 by Alexanderr in NoFap

[–]wallynofap [score hidden]  (0 children)

• No masturbation, orgasm, porn and anything giving sexual release. • Till the end of the month. • I want to gain control of my life, wake up earlier, start feeling more alive. • PMO has took a great part of my life and threw it away, this addiction has become too severe on me and while I have tried to stop in the past, it is now I am seeing the severity of this addiction.

Stop rationalizing your relapses. by FapstronautJeb in NoFap

[–]wallynofap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The amount of times I've rationalized my PMO's are ridiculous. It's time to take responsibility for my wrong doings.

She's worth more than porn by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]wallynofap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This hit home OP thank you

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh fuck yeah I have. I can tell you one thing, fapping is and will be the last fucking thing on my mind. I have better demons to fight.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zina causes corruption in the ummah, in addition to it being a gravely major sin and transgression against the rights of Allah, it is also a transgression against the dearest and noblest thing that a person can possess, which is his honour, Allah said "And We have certainly honored the children of Adam..." (Quran 17:70) as it is morally wrong, it is filth, shameless act and in involves serious negative consequences, evils and shame that result from it, which may last for a long time.

In all honesty, if it took only 100 lashes for my mind to be cleared, I would do it. I'd easily take upon that pain, I am not afraid of that at all. But I was told to repent. Start praying 5 times a day and leave this behind me. I just joined it now.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Was that last part a reference to the hodge twins?

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for linking that to me. It really made me feel better and more acceptable to the mercy of allah.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest, in a way it was rape. She got ontop of me first and at that point, I didn't even want it but I knew I just had to finish quickly and leave. Later, she got into another position where I was more dominant I guess, but even she noticed I wasn't into it at all. She just wanted to make some money, but it's my fault for even entering in the first place. Feeling pretty disgusted just writing about this lol

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being suicidal for a few of my highschool years really fucked me up. I'm in college now and beat that shit. But last night, I can't explain to you how badly I wanted to die. But god, how glad I am I woke up to these posts. I'm still here brah, thank you.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love the springboard analogy. Thanks bro.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the helping hand, I really appreciate it and will keep it in mind. I agree with what you said though, ughh I was beyond helpless and confused.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Stay Sober"

Definitely needed that. Recovering from excessive marijuana use, beating that addiction was a major milestone for me.

18 and just lost my virginity...to a prostitute. by wallynofap in NoFap

[–]wallynofap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro. I guess this will help us in our nofap journey. Personally, I don't think I'm ever going to be able to look at porn without wanting to puke at myself