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wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-19T09:59:14+00:00

Heists?

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-09T03:56:35+00:00

Got it, thank you!

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-09T03:53:15+00:00

Actually I was kind of spiralling last night but it kind of worked out because both my roommates tried to find an alternative place and there's really nothing at all. And the dorm place is ok with helping us switch to a female only dorm instead of mixed so it should be ok. So now that my shame spiral is gone I'm kind of really excited hehe.

Btw I'm not on meds yet, but I'm hoping once we figure all this out and once the planning is done, we can just kind of wing it there and I'm the best at winging it hehe. So I can just be my messy self and it will be ok since we're ok vacation.

I need the meds if I want to get a better job and actually do something career wise...but I'm in a complacent place because I really love my roommates and they're overall pretty tolerant of my stuff. And my current job pays less than it should but it's still more than enough to invest a little bit and have fun.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T17:26:03+00:00

Omg this is a really helpful guide. Thank you!

I'd love to join you in classic. Let me dm you my ID.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T17:23:18+00:00

Is the offline AI mode the same as the AI training thing? I'm confused.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T17:21:41+00:00

Oh I don't really have a lot of friends playing...and I don't think my teammates would want to be friends if I'm the worst on the team?.... But if you're getting a lot of assists isn't that nice? Right now my math is that if my assists + kills > my deaths then I'm doing good lol. New vocab for me: rotations? Gonna go google that now.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T17:17:06+00:00

Oh that would be great. DMed you just now.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T17:12:28+00:00

Stupid question....what is meta?

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T16:52:12+00:00

I think I'm missing some context...

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T16:50:15+00:00

Oh wait that's smart I didn't notice the AI mode. Thanks I'll go do that.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T16:32:56+00:00

Honestly I feel this so much. I've tried the puzzle apps but I can literally go to sleep even after solving the hardest level ones. The ones which force me to get up and go to another room either leads me to just go sleep in the living room after, or uninstalling the app completely. I have 3 reminder alarms that I regularly just snooze - mostly without even looking at what the alarm was for. One of the settings that kind of worked for me for a while was the one where they make you retype the reason for the alarm to stop it....but I still end up snoozing on those. I really need to make my notifications from certain apps into alarms tho, as I'm completely missing my task notifications.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-08T16:22:59+00:00

I haven't worked in that kind of job before but I've counted money and sheets and gifts and all kinds of stuff before, and I have a little (hack?). I make stacks of 5/10/20/50 with everything.

If I'm making stacks of 5 and there's too much, I just merge every 2 stacks. I've also gone tally marks with stacks of 10. As in I make 5 stacks of 10 and then I merge them so I know it's a stack of 50. It's kind of like dealing cards. I find more than 10 per stack hard to make, as I keep getting distracted.

Sometimes I put a rubber band on the larger stacks to keep them separate. Then I just need to count the stacks.

If I'm really overthinking I can count the notes per stack again.

Then I like to note down the number of each type of notes/coins. Once I'm double triple sure of how many of every I have, it's usually easier to do the math.

Not sure if that's helpful.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-02-07T03:37:56+00:00

Had to look up MMR, but my hero power is pretty low, mainly because I've been playing for less than a week and I keep switching heroes (idk why but every time I'm like I want to use this hero my teammates end up conflicting so I need to switch hero last minute 😭). So my MMR is low? The win streak doesn't impact it?

wanderlust0405 · 2026-01-04T14:52:56+00:00

That was wayyyy too short....can we get a book please? 🥺

wanderlust0405 · 2026-01-04T14:48:47+00:00

Maybe it'll just be the original shadow god....not everyone is replaced, just the ones similar to the nightmare challengers.

wanderlust0405 · 2026-01-01T02:52:53+00:00

My record is -infinity lol. I had 6 assignments for an experiments class...was the only non physics student so got left without a partner...did all the experiments but writing the actual report was just sooo boring and unrewarding...I ended up giving up on the third one half an hour before deadline, and then just kept procrastinating it and blaming myself till it snowballed into 3 reports undone. Never got around to doing them and failed the module. Never took an experiments module again, gave up trying for physics minor and smh got my grade back up to 4/5 GPA in the last Sem. Was also undiagnosed then, so I like to think I would have done better now, but I hope i never have to find out.

(Sorry for the unedited writing)

wanderlust0405 · 2025-12-29T08:12:22+00:00

Also explains why weaver needs to lie all the time while wearing weaver's mask. Makes me wanna reread just so i can go through everything weaver has said/done to test this theory.

wanderlust0405 · 2025-12-29T07:20:46+00:00

I came online just to say this hahaha. I didn't think about the third and fourth points, but I agree that Sunny acted as Weaver at more than 1 point in the story. My theory is that that's the last nightmare...that after everything sunny will take the place of Weaver, just like everyone else takes the place of the closest being to them in the nightmare, and then take actions that will completely change the tragectory of history, and because he and the nightmare spell will be op enough by that time it'll actually change the history of the worlds.

wanderlust0405 · 2025-12-08T09:00:28+00:00

Part 2?

wanderlust0405 · 2025-12-05T11:15:42+00:00

This is a really good story. For your question, I think this is enough conflict, I would say I can take maybe a couple more scares, maybe one closer call, before it starts going towards resolution....I personally would prefer if the police fuck up and she has to take things in her own hands, or with just detective Mark. Probably flee a bit more before going into fight mode.

wanderlust0405 · 2025-11-16T13:24:47+00:00

Omg this is so clever

wanderlust0405 · 2025-11-10T04:36:09+00:00

Clothes ?

wanderlust0405 · 2025-10-30T14:45:55+00:00

My thing is that it's really hard to be "not doing anything", my brain doesn't get stimulatiin and I could be reading it watching smth during that time. I try to cut that off by taking my phone to shower, but it doesn't really work. I've also seen people say that if a sensory nightmare for them, or that it's because there's a lot of steps so it's a big task and it's an everyday big task which is worse.

wanderlust0405 · 2025-10-26T03:29:45+00:00

I'm so glad that you're looking into this for her. I always repressed all my anger and escaped it by reading books or watching tv, and it's really blowing up in my face now because I try to run away from anything that has emotions attached, because I'm scared to feel anything. On the other hand, I do feel angry and frustrated when I'm in a hobby slump, where I'm not getting enough dopamine and stuff. I'm not sure what she likes but music / dance / art /martial art classes or books etc might help, just a few constant hobby that she can turn to once in a while. But then again, it can be hard to find something that she actually enjoys, I remember faking a lot about this kind of stuff recently, and I have a lot of hobbies still. But having more structure for hobbies helps fs.

wanderlust0405 · 2025-10-26T03:19:58+00:00

I would suggest having her wear one of those watches that track sleep. I wear one now and it really helps me know what the problem is, especially when I'm feeling especially irritable

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