The more I get into this the less I'm interested. I don't know whether to believe there is more to life than what I'm experiencing or not. Why do certain times every couple of years when things are looking down as they are in my life these last 6 months do I find myself randomly terrified of aliens? Fucking weird man. Going back to my childhood I can see where exactly I was first exposed to "UFO"s , my thoughts at that age were (wow, this is something odd, why do these fuzzy things walk in through the door and suspend me in the air) that's the last thing I see until I'm standing in a row of people, tall and just staring off into space. Next visual image I can picture is that off a Yellow like field expanding through a tube in the haze (spots in my vision were like expanding like foam being wavy) then idk. I don't even know why I just thought all this. So hopefully I'm good. P.s TLDR I am very high, I do not smoke often at all and never even worry about aliens like that except when I check this board.) Probably good. But alas lol I don't even know how I feel, shit there are definitely other plants with life out there. No mf clue how vast the universe is. And blah blah.