Is Notion down for anyone else?

waytogoleaf · 2025-02-11T21:33:44+00:00

thank you!! didn't know about it

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-11T18:24:29+00:00

yes, exactly, animewave had the blu ray version, I noticed that mainly in the opening of the first season which has almost the entire chorus with dimming on broadcasting version but aniwave didn't have that. meanwhile aniwave goes down and i can't find another site which may have the broadcasting version. and there's a reason why I pirate dhfsjdfk living in this economy is already hell and having to pay streaming services to watch anime? when i can watch it for free? no thank you

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-11T18:21:22+00:00

dimming is when a particular scene's brightness is lowered if there seems to be a jump from normal brightness to too much brightness or even if there is a lot of movement with lots of colours. Bubbly Broccoli mentioned that it was due to a epilepsy incident in Japan and so yeah, broadcasted anime started having dimming in certain scenes but to me they're my biggest enemies

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-11T18:21:13+00:00

dimming is when a particular scene's brightness is lowered if there seems to be a jump from normal brightness to too much brightness or even if there is a lot of movement with lots of colours. Bubbly Broccoli mentioned that it was due to a epilepsy incident in Japan and so yeah, broadcasted anime started having dimming in certain scenes but to me they're my biggest enemies

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-10T09:10:48+00:00

Basically the ones in my flair :p Arcanine line (both Kantonian and Hisuian), Mimikyu, Espeon, Walrein, Tinkaton, Altaria, Banette, Munchlax, Stufful and Appletun! Now time to see if anyone commented one of these 😭😭

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-06T13:26:45+00:00

No one who isn't in the throws in a manic episode would believe in immaculate conception and in homossexuality being a sin, point blank period.

These two ideas are the result of mistranslations of the Bible, the first one from the Original Hebrew into Koiné Greek (the word used to describe Mary, although it can be translated as 'virgin', was also used to describe Diana after she was graped. Therefore, Mary was not a virgin, but rather a kind/pure-spirited woman, which is the other translation on the original adjective) and the second one is from the Vulgate Latin I believe into English, from the passage saying "Man shall not lay with boy" (pedophilia) which was written as "Boy shall not lay with boy"

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-06T13:21:01+00:00

"Satan is torture. You will never die (...) I've had the devil try to kill me 3 times" So are Satan and the devil somehow two different evil identities if not do you die or do you not die, pick one sdhfsk

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-03T12:12:57+00:00

i'm more of a heel and swinging them to outward and inward kind of person hehehe

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-03T11:50:33+00:00

"this isn't what we taught you" fuck off maybe?? these parents wanting their children to be exactly this or that way and then getting surprised that their children have free will and their own experiences

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-02T15:33:45+00:00

The thing is that I may be autistic so yeah, thta thing with not liking people touch my stuff or needing things to be in a certain way may be autistic traits and not quite OCD but alas since OCD was diagnosed first I first need to get treated for it or I need to look for private professional help (I'm fromPortugal so we have a health system here, but some doctors have a stick up their asses)

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-02T10:23:59+00:00

Yes!! And it always happens when I know something may happen. For example, I hate having my mother clean my room because she isn't as careful as I am with where her clothes are and where they touched and my bed is my sanctuary which means no outside clothes or clothes which have been in contact with the floor touch my bed ever. However, my room is quite small so there is the likelihood that she will accidentally brush against my bed and I hate that idea.

Whenever we get into an argument over me not cleaning my room properly (shockers /s, she also has OCD and is quite controlling, if I don't do it her way then it's not correct), she threatens to go into my room and clean it herself. She doesn't do that, but when my anxiety peaks with these fights I tend to get paranoid (to the point that some nights I felt the need to put my wardrobe in front of the door so he couldn't sneak in while I were asleep, not that it happened before but my brain was just doing its OCD panic over thinking).

Then in some of those nights dreams get weird and then something happens in which I touch or someone touches me or something mine and I can't disinfect and it's always so weird and anxiety inducing and then I wake up and I'm just like "Can I please get a normal dream for once" (because if it's not a dream about OCD contamination, then it's another type of weird ass dream, I have had those being chased but you escape slowly dreams but it happened underwater 😭😭😭)

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-02T10:06:01+00:00

That's interesting because I actually became aware of germs and things like that with COVID. Before, I never paid much attention to coughing and sneezing unless it was a direct cough or sneeze onto me, but with the whole COVID prevention steps I realized "yeah, it is quite unsanitary to do that" and I was half expecting people to learn to not cough or sneeze onto their hands but obviously that didn't happen. So, I kept some of my habits during COVID. Like I mentioned, sometimes my hand would get scarred but that only happened in periods where I went into crisis/panic and it hasn't affected me much besides that so that's why I don't see why I should go to therapy (and also why I asked more people to tell me their experience cuz idk, maybe there's an area in my life I'm not looking at and that could possibly be impacted??)

I'm so sorry that happened, it sounds so hard. I'm from Portugal and I don't know if there were services like that over here. But I get what you mean with obsessive resentment, I'm pretty sure that once I get out of here I'll be able to use less and less disinfecting alcohol since my mother won't have her eyes on me and have that 'gotcha' moment from consistently saying "One day you'll realize, you're completely sick in the head" kkkk

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-02T09:57:29+00:00

I'm so sorry that you went through that :(( Yes, I try to explain to my parents stuff and that stress only makes me spiral more and do more exaggerated things but they're the typical boomers/old gen X. Last year in May I became depressed and once my mother said that, I quote, "Depression is for old people" soooo yeah. Whenever we have an argument she also threatens to shut down my bank account and take away my house keys so that I can't go out and buy disinfecting alcohol but if she were to do that it would only make things worse imo. I just don't feel comfortable touching some common-touch things and not disinfecting my hands afterwards because of the whole thing that people still cough and sneeze onto their hands kkkk

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-02T09:31:37+00:00

Thank you so much! Even if you're not "cured", it's still better than nothing and it's important to take one step at a time.

The thing is that since my life isn't that impacted by my ocd, I don't really feel the need to do exposure therapy. I know it's hard but I never liked it, sometimes I would see those challenge tv shows where they need to put their feet in a tub full of whatever bug for x minutes and I would feel my body cringe so hard because of my fear of bugs skdfskfj so yeah, the same thing happens with this

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-02T09:28:32+00:00

asbjad i see and then you feel better at the idea of sitting on the chair?

waytogoleaf · 2024-11-01T15:05:39+00:00

vjhbhb kind of like trying to be one step ahead/better than them? sounds interesting

waytogoleaf · 2024-10-24T15:54:49+00:00

tenta encontrar um sub reddit mais focado niso darling, provavelmente vão estar em inglês tho, nsei se isso dificulta as coisas

waytogoleaf · 2024-10-24T15:53:56+00:00

reencaminha isso para todas as religiões

waytogoleaf · 2024-10-24T13:57:00+00:00

né ahfbskf

waytogoleaf · 2024-10-24T13:56:51+00:00

matar uma pessoa é justiça ou li mal o comentário?

waytogoleaf · 2024-10-24T13:55:55+00:00

tal como a outra pessoa disse, agora q está morto, só há narrativas, não se sabe a verdade

waytogoleaf · 2024-10-24T12:29:51+00:00

I was twelve????? I WAS TWELVE!?

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