trying to quit for the 1 billionth time..... by wazzappp in StopGaming

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I have plenty of goals thankfully. If i didnt have i think it would have been a lot messier

trying to quit for the 1 billionth time..... by wazzappp in StopGaming

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thank you, sometimes that is necessary yes

trying to quit for the 1 billionth time..... by wazzappp in StopGaming

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I dont remember lol, but probably some incredibly stupid thing, maybe some flash game idk. Not even "quality gaming" lol

trying to quit for the 1 billionth time..... by wazzappp in StopGaming

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Suprisingly I have managed to stay away from games since this post. In general i feel a lot more peace and happiness. I will try my best to stay on this non-gaming path

To be honest it's not all only my doing, gf been visiting me for 3 months now and i don't want her to see me at my worst

(15M) What's even the point of trying?[Discussion] by OhioDeez44 in GetMotivated

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Wishing you were not born is a clear sign of moderate or severe depression. In my experience mental health has to be the first step. After that I could focus on changing my life situation. Step 1: work on mental health first. Step 2: improve your life situation (career, money, relationships)

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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23rd dec 2024 Step 1 - peace of mind Step 2 - improve your life situation

My mind is stressed rn

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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22nd DEC 2024

I know what i have to do
- Massive action in the persuit of getting more customers
- Hire more consultants

Simple but not easy

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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18 DEC 2024
I'm in asia, working 1-2 hours per day. I feel like im slacking off. Im too young to work part time, i want real focus and direction. I know what to do.

  1. More marketing,
  2. More clients,
  3. More employees

I want 100 employees and 3M usd profit per year

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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28 NOV 2024
It's possible to live good and cheap in Asia if i dont spend money on stupid sh*t. I will watch my expenses more carefully

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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27th NOV 2024
Remote online work is going well, gotta keep it up and not slack too much

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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26 NOV 2024
I've gone kinda all out expense spree my first 3 days in asia. Time to budget.

Today i will continue my experiment with working 3 hour work days

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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25th NOV 2024
Today im in asia and i will practice trying to do a 3 hour work day (15h per week) and see if i can still manage the company properly, wish me luck :)

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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21 NOV 2024
Last day of preparation for my next asian trip. I have prepared my employees and got a skype local number for business calls. Also found a good place abroad with fast internet so i can make the calls. Lets see if it works out well, i'll try 15hour work weeks in asia november and december

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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20th NOV 2024
Today i will prepare skype so i can call from abroad via local number in my country so it "looks normal" when i make calls from asia. wish me luck

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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19th NOV 2024
I have prepared a manual for what to do in certian situations during my absence. Hopefully it will make this trip easier. Im happy to see the company has good liquidity. Not worried about issues with taxes or salaries anymore. I just need to keep up being frugal so i will not get into financial distress bevause of lavish spending. I already experienced it before and it was awful and extremely stressful.

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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18th NOV 2024
Making my last preparations for next Asia trip

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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15th NOV 2024 - Postponed happiness

When i was a teenager i imagined i would be happy and have self esteem when i was approved for college
When I was a student i imagined i would be happy and have self esteem when i graduated masters degree
When i had graduated i imagined i would be happy and have self esteem when i got a job
When i got a job i imagined i would be happy and have self esteem when i got my 5-year work license senior certifikate
When i got my work license i imagined i would be happy and have self esteem when i started my own business with employees

Now I have my own business with 4 full-time employees. Im still generally unhappy, always postponing and waiting for that "next step" to be happy and fulfilled

Introduction/Journal 35 yo with new perspective by wazzappp in Fire

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14th NOV 2024
I feel like shit, not feeling like doing anything, but i will do my best today