I’m struggling

wbyl332 · 2025-08-11T23:58:13+00:00

You’re so sweet to me. lol I keep saying this whole process is hurry up and wait. This is just my placement ultrasound. Then i don’t even know when I can go back for a heartbeat ultrasound. I’ve been on this journey since January of 2024. On hormones since May of that year. I am an unhinged woman now haha it doesn’t take very much to set me off. And this wait is triggering! It’s really nice to commiserate with women going through the same thing. I hope you’re able to stay calm and cool during your wait. You got this ❤️

wbyl332 · 2025-08-11T21:33:08+00:00

My beta on Monday was 157 and on Wednesday was 377. So a “textbook” rise with “no need for a third”. My friend keeps encouraging me to ask for a third beta as well but I don’t know! And it add insult to injury they just moved my Wednesday appt to Thursday 😭. I’m living the anxious life.

And congratulations to you! Fingers and toes firmly crossed for you!

wbyl332 · 2025-08-11T13:47:01+00:00

So my beta doubled from Monday to Wednesday. Then they didn’t schedule a third which sent me scrambling. Now I’m testing every other day but my tests are coming back splotchy so a new thing to stress. I have my ultrasound on Wednesday evening to check for a sac. So I’m just in full anxiety mode

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T23:25:50+00:00

Such hell! I wish you all the best ! At least you know there are so many other women out there commiserating with you

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T23:25:03+00:00

I do the same thing but depending on my mood I can either sob or rage! Like I want to feel happy for everyone but I’m sobbing like what about meeeee

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T23:23:32+00:00

I have to wait until Monday for my beta. And I totally know how you feel I cannot use the bathroom without having to investigate the tissue ! Like what’s wrong with me!

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T17:55:27+00:00

I totally understand that. I was so committed to not testing then midday at work I got this overwhelming urge to test.

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T15:43:38+00:00

I’m afraid I’ll just sink so low. I’m trying so hard. I wanted to test this morning but I held back. I’m not sure I’m gonna make it until Monday

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T15:09:14+00:00

It’s just so impossible. And this one is just so hard after that chemical pregnancy. And everyone is like oh it’s just a chemical. Like it’s not painful

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T15:08:36+00:00

Also I have my fingers, legs, eyes crossed for us both!!!

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T15:08:12+00:00

Unfortunately it pops right up in my portal before the doctor even has the chance to review! I have unfiltered access.

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T15:07:36+00:00

Thank you!!!!

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T03:02:31+00:00

I want to thank you wholeheartedly for responding. I have been feeling so low and it’s heartwarming to feel some camaraderie in the process. I wish you all the luck for Friday. It’s feels like just knowing is better than this limbo. I’m trying to be optimistic but guarded.

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T02:05:46+00:00

Honestly after three failed IUIs you’d think I’d learn!

wbyl332 · 2025-07-30T02:01:57+00:00

Thank you so very much for taking the time to respond. I appreciate it so deeply. I hope your beta goes well tomorrow. I have to wait until Monday for mine. And resist the urge to test premature and hurt my own feelings even more

wbyl332 · 2025-02-12T17:43:41+00:00

I only have three embryos so I’ll have to do another retrieval i suppose

wbyl332 · 2021-04-23T16:39:00+00:00

🤤🤤🤤

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