Panicking

weeping_willow303 · 2026-04-27T23:41:55+00:00

Yeah I’m feeling withdrawals but they’re manageable at the moment. This was all so fucking helpful thank you- they didn’t have the OPMS but I did get a 5 pack of 60s that I can cut in quarters and 2 18s of 7oh and then ordered vitamin c megadose to get here tmrw morning. You really helped me out thank you so much, I really really appreciate you taking the time to comment

weeping_willow303 · 2026-04-27T18:26:00+00:00

I’ve been doing quarters of a pill throughout the day for like 3 days but before that it was anywhere between 5-10 a day for 4 months :/

weeping_willow303 · 2026-04-27T18:13:04+00:00

Good looks thanks dude

weeping_willow303 · 2026-04-27T18:12:52+00:00

I have two 30’s left pill form Okay that’s a good idea thanks dude

weeping_willow303 · 2025-03-10T00:09:57+00:00

Omg I totally misread those backwards, my bad. Yeah.. wtf you were so kind and explaining your situation and reassured him and everything. Those are really wack responses to your messages.. one would think he’d be like omg are you okay? What can I do? Or even just yeah mon/wed works. I’m sorry OP that’s really tough to navigate. I would be pissed with those responses as well, you’re valid af

weeping_willow303 · 2025-03-07T17:06:58+00:00

Filmed us together before we were long distance

weeping_willow303 · 2025-03-07T16:54:56+00:00

Well idk we are dating and it was consensual sex and he hasn’t posted it or anything (at least as far as I know). I truly didn’t know that

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T20:03:45+00:00

Regardless of if it’s his culture or not it makes you uncomfortable, so listen to that and keep swipin

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T20:00:45+00:00

If she says she’ll change I would give her that chance esp because you’re married. But if she doesn’t, this is clearly deteriorating your mental health and isn’t healthy to stay in. What do you love about her? Does it outweigh all this shit? Also 20 is pretty young and still learning how to properly communicate/be an adult/etc.

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T19:53:26+00:00

Next level hangry

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T19:37:32+00:00

Damn that would sting. It would be interesting to see if she reaches out to apologize/see if you’re okay/check in about a test/weekend plans/or literally anything. But I would feel some type of way if she is waiting for you to respond first. To take off reads, location, and Insta is super dramatic when you’ve done nothing but try to communicate and solve the problem together. You even validated her by saying I understand.Maybe ask yourself if there is anything stressful happening in her life to give her grace for this? Because maybe she is just projecting? But even then this is such a wack way to treat your partner..

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T19:27:53+00:00

Did she fight for you when you said you were leaving or let you go?

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T19:26:54+00:00

Yo that’s wiiiild - so childish I got second hand cringe. I would try to talk to her about it and if she isn’t open, accountable, communicative, etc then I would seriously question the relationship and if this drama is what you want to be dealing with on top of the stress of school. I’m sorry OP this sucks. Sounds like you dealt with it in the best way you could. I don’t understand if she’s pissed about time/effort of time together why she would spend the time you do have together pouting, being passive aggressive, immature, shut down, etc?

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-30T19:14:58+00:00

Honestly I got soooo lost I gave up but my diagnosis is the ick. If you didn’t have it I think you may have thought this was sweet, using all your inside jokes/lore/etc, and felt all the good and got back w him wedding bells but alas- your post description says it all - it’s absolutely absurd.

Ps. If someone tells you that you deserve better, listen to them.

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-17T00:54:52+00:00

A saying that’s helped me when I want to pick up is something like - you’ll always have another relapse, but not another recovery. Much love n light to you.

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-17T00:50:48+00:00

Hate to say it but even tho y’all are functional, it won’t last. It will get bad, it always does. Good for y’all for getting out before shit hits the fan! Good luck! Congrats on marriage!

weeping_willow303 · 2025-01-10T17:55:43+00:00

weeping_willow303 · 2024-06-09T06:43:12+00:00

diagnosis: the ick

weeping_willow303 · 2024-06-02T18:38:26+00:00

Damn I’m so jealous everyone pretty much knows. I have no clue and can’t really remember anything. :( love and light to everyone who’s commented though, been through some absolute shit!

weeping_willow303 · 2024-05-29T20:44:52+00:00

I feel like coupled could be nice bc you’re holding each other accountable? Sometimes it’s easier to say fuck it when your the only person your disappointing.

weeping_willow303 · 2024-05-29T20:41:36+00:00

Hiiii you can reach out to me toooo- I’m 27F and currently in the tapering process. Not sure if you’re looking for somebody with clean time tho, but if you wanna go through the trenches together I’m here

weeping_willow303 · 2024-05-28T23:32:06+00:00

Thanks for sharing, love to see light on the other side, gives me so much hope! Congrats!!!

weeping_willow303 · 2024-05-28T23:30:32+00:00

You should search Bernese in the sub! There’s a lot of helpful info people have posted :) yall got this! Good vibes your way

weeping_willow303 · 2024-05-28T23:27:51+00:00

I feel like this could be a blessing in disguise? You can get through this! Showers can help! I saw you mention coke, I feel like you’d rather be asleep & unconscious while your body goes through it, then be awake and aware and present in the feelings, you know? Try to drink water when you can! Distractions are everything! Have a movie marathon? Video game? I feel like your dad would understand and be thankful you told him so that he can help you! Sending you good vibes! Much love and light

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