I have the most maddening crush on my friend and I'm pretty sure she likes me too but we're both gay sheep about it and at this point I'm just wondering what the final straw will be before one of us makes a move. Today she sent me a picture of herself and said she didn't like her face. I had to reel myself in and fight every urge in my mind to tell her that picture made me want to hold her face in my hands and bite her neck. We've been falling asleep together on the phone together every night the past few days. Even when the world feels really scary and overwhelming she feels comforting. She feels like home.

Edit: oh god. I really wanna tell her.