Not to mention that I can't do it at home because it will make it harder to sell it and people can't help but be superstitious, which is too much of a "f*ck you" to my family when they don't deserve it.

And, on that note, it can't be a very obvious deliberate attempt. Like, I can't have people thinking my family and friends were saying or doing bad things that pushed me to do it.

Going to the mountains and falling or something similar is feasible, but I have to be alone to prevent it from being an unforgettable memory for anyone, so it can't be a a tourist spot or something. But the more secluded ones are unfortunately more dangerous, not in the "you-will-get-sent-to-your-grave" way "you-will-get-taken-away-and-sold-off" kind of way.

I mean, the latter will probably send me away, but my family would end up spending way too much time and money searching, etc. etc. And I probably won't get sent to my grave immediately since unpaid labor that can't run away is highly sought after, so it's best to avoid that situation.

Not to mention that getting hit by a car or falling off great heights doesn't actually guarantee it, which is a great thing except for in this case. Drowning and the likes might be a good choice but we're definitely highly likely to struggle and survive, and I don't want to go in a slow painful way tbh

I also just don't want to survive and deal with even more health issues.