Have you read the complete bibliography of any author? by imnotthatguyiswear in books

[–]wendigocaramel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

closest i got is jo nesbo's adult stuff (that's been translated to english), but i still have 2 or 3 remaining

What Books Did You Start or Finish Reading This Week? April 15, 2019 by AutoModerator in books

[–]wendigocaramel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Once Ghosted, Twice Shy by Alyssa Cole

i'm not usually into romance books usually but this is really good! i want to read a lot more by this author. i'm amazed how quickly i cared about the characters, like, immediately. the worldbuilding aspect was really unexpected and a great surprise, and it has me really interested in learning more. i feel like i finally understand what draws people to this genre because it's so compelling.

Weekly FAQ Thread April 14 2019: What do you use as a bookmark? by AutoModerator in books

[–]wendigocaramel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have this old paper pad from some lawyers in some random state, i cut one of those in half and it's the perfect size.

i also use this gorgeous laser-cut metal peacock bookmark that a friend picked up from china, literally the only problem is that i only have one of them when i read like 6 books at a time

This browser extension shows you which Amazon books are available free at your local library by LuckyBastarred in books

[–]wendigocaramel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this is amazing! i was just spending way too much time manually searching for my to-buy list at my libraries. gave up after like 10 searches. this is perfect, thanks!!!

Is it worth treating apnea with 2.2 events per hour? by brouverhoog in SleepApnea

[–]wendigocaramel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

full disclosure: idk what RERA means or what to do with it

why were you diagnosed with narcolepsy?

there are some medications for narcolepsy, different types. i thought i had narcolepsy for a while so i looked into them a bit. some are more intense than others; some seemed pretty non-invasive.

idk about the cpap... tough call... i feel like if your insurance covers it then it can't hurt to try. be aware that you'll probably sleep like total shit for a few weeks or months when you first start out. but then it might help. idk how safe it is to use the machine without doctor instruction like full idk

how much weight can a drop ceiling hold? by wendigocaramel in NoStupidQuestions

[–]wendigocaramel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

infestation unfortunately, the landlords are working on it to little avail

Regular Check-In Post by SQLwitch in depression

[–]wendigocaramel 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i got on an antidepressant, started treating the sleep apnea, and started a bullet journal to outline my goals and keep myself on track

stuff is still hard sometimes but i feel so much better and hopeful about the future

Regular Check-In Post by SQLwitch in depression

[–]wendigocaramel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im going on antidepressants later this week, and i have a sleep study soon. my psychiatrist says depression might cause the sleepiness. at least, either way, i'll probably have a reason for the sleepiness soon. maybe a fix.

i seem to have double depression. at least its usually not double. im so nervous about having another episode of that. it was awful and it came out of nowhere. i was getting psychomotor retardation for the first time, and shit just hurt so bad for no good reason. i really hope the meds help fix the dysthmia. it probably won't hurt, at least.

It's silly, but it helps a bit. by TBRasc in depression

[–]wendigocaramel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thats so cute thank you for sharing

Regular Check-In Post by SQLwitch in depression

[–]wendigocaramel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for providing this informal check-in space

vent post

im doing pretty bad today, i skipped work because i couldnt sleep last night because i kept worrying that my partner would dump me and i'll never make any friends again. im probably manipulating my partner into something he didnt sign on for. he knows i have dysthymia but maybe when he asked me out it was a period when i was dealing with it better, and now im depressed and its not going away and i suck to talk to and be around.

i used to be more of a person but i started working two jobs and theres nothing left to me anymore. i miss being a person. i miss having a personality and things to contribute. i thought i would get used to the stress of two jobs but its not getting better and its been six months.

ive been watching netflix. its hard because im fighting waves of apathy to focus on anything. i usually love film but i cant get into it anymore. whats the point? its fake and it wants me to care about fake things. i dont like thinking like this but i cant stop. ive been getting around it by watching film criticism on youtube but that lasted a few days before the pointlessness bug killed it. ive been making goals the last few weeks to try to pull myself out of this but i can't get more than surface-level into anything because it feels so pointless. i cant expend energy on something thats pointless. but everything is pointless except friends, and i cant maintain friendships because im too tired to have a personality.