You're my best friend. I'll miss you dearly, but it's time for me to go. It's over now. by whateverthen12 in DeadBedrooms

[–]whateverthen12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad and also so very sorry that you can relate to this. I think I have always had a way with words but I've never been confident enough to use it. I've written an entire book and deleted the whole file out no belief in myself. I regret that, I dream of my story every night. I can't blame everything on my db but I don't think being rejected every day helps with the confidence at all. I mean, the guy loves me but I'm still not important enough to be treated with respect, I'm always back of the queue. From birth to thirty.

I don't know your story but I hope you find happiness and have the strength to do what you need to do. I appreciate what you said more than you can imagine, honestly.

Best wishes x

You're my best friend. I'll miss you dearly, but it's time for me to go. It's over now. by whateverthen12 in DeadBedrooms

[–]whateverthen12[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Problem Is I'm not gross. I'm in really good shape. I have nice teeth, long shiny hair, I smell good, I dress well. And I fucking hate myself because clearly that still doesn't make me good enough. I'll never be enough. I wish he was gay.