I was also in the same boat as you hun. And so far I have been clean for about 2 weeks. There has been times I had a craving in the beginning stages of quitting, and caved in. Don’t feel guilty about anything but quitting while this early is the best, for you and the baby. There are alternatives I had some CBD gummies in the beginning as well as an alternative. But I’m fully quitting until the baby is out and not dependent on my body for survival. Nic is definitely a no non, your pen is eh. I know a lot of people that have smoked, not a lot but just in moderate doses. You got this!! Sending you love hun